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I guess it's back - May 9th 2010, 11:15 PM

I might need pills to stop myself rolling down the hill. I mean going to my familly doctor or something, not hitting drugs. I dont really feel like I can break this cycle by myself. I never felt like commiting suicide as such... but don't really give a shit if I was to die. I mean... if I was suddenly told I was gona die of cancer in a year... I really feel like I don't think I'd care.

I have a headache almost permanentl
y, can't get up in the morning... my eating and sleeping cycles are all over the clock.

I rarely feel in a good mood. I get into a stupid mood where I fool around and laugh like a clown at something completely retarded for no reason. Sometimes a few things piled on will spark some temper, but I feel too tired... usually I just go somewhere and sleep it off.

Reverted to sitting in my room, or sleeping, just doing nothing. I hate it.


"I don't care about politics"
Then politics doesn't care about you either. Truth. You've got to make your voice heard, if you want to be listened to. But that's too logical for some people, so let me go a step further. Not making your voice heard, leaves other people free to hijack it by speaking on your behalf, even if they don't actually give a shit about you. That's politics. So, make your voice heard. That's not a quote from anywhere. That's just me.


   
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Re: I guess it's back - May 10th 2010, 11:24 AM



I know I didnt ask for advice, but I just feel morbidly fucked. I dont know what more to say.

Guess everything's empty. Ive lost some things that Ill never get back, but I thought that, I was over with that. Sort of feels like Ive fallen so hard that I broke the ground with me. I know Im tipping over again though.


"I don't care about politics"
Then politics doesn't care about you either. Truth. You've got to make your voice heard, if you want to be listened to. But that's too logical for some people, so let me go a step further. Not making your voice heard, leaves other people free to hijack it by speaking on your behalf, even if they don't actually give a shit about you. That's politics. So, make your voice heard. That's not a quote from anywhere. That's just me.


   
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