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fast. painless. bullshit. - May 12th 2010, 06:52 PM

I don't want to do this anymore. I want to die. I've been thinking about this everyday and now I'm sure. Every night, I find myself scheming; coming up with a plan to kill myself. Honestly, I wouldn't even imagine myself writing this here, but I guess this really shows how pathetic and lonely I am. I would never have myself write these things here, but I don't have anyone else. I feel the fear clawing at my chest. I'm terrified. It'll take me a long time to gather up the courage, but one day, I'll do it. I know what I am now. I'm an angry, selfish, sorry excuse for a teenager and I'll always be that way. No one wants me. I hope I feel better in the morning. I'm sorry.
   
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Re: fast. painless. bullshit. - May 12th 2010, 07:21 PM

Hey Hasletgo,
It's okay. I doubt you are a sorry for an excuse teenager. I know how hard it is to feel like no one cares. I would suggest you contacting a Suicide Help Line. They will be able to help you. Here are some sites you can contact, and help lines you can call that will help you. If you ever want to talk, PM me and i would love to talk.

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-http://www.suicidepreventionlifeline.org/GetHelp/Default.aspx

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