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I don't think I can last much longer - May 19th 2010, 07:04 PM

It's all too much. I can't take it. I'm once again on the verge of comminting suicide. I keep trying to tell myself that I won't feel so bad one day. I don't want to listen to myself though. I don't want to be rational and sensible. I want to scream and throw things and cry. But I can't. I have to be an adult. I think I'm going to overdose tonight. I need to do something. I can't live like this anymore. I've spent most of my time this week in bed crying. I burnt myself pretty bad on monday night, but it wasn't good enough. I need more. Nothing hurts anymore. I feel so empty. I can't do this.
   
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Re: I don't think I can last much longer - May 19th 2010, 07:15 PM

i know wat you mean about being empty, but suicide is never the last resort. have you thought of hospitalization? if youv never been before i know how scary it can seem, but it can help you in the long run. and if you have been before and it didnt help, you can always go back for a second try. no matter how hard things can be, when your dying. you seem to regret alot. you dont have to trust me on that. but suicide isnt wat its cut out to seem. keep holding on, youve made it this far, dont quit now


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Re: I don't think I can last much longer - May 19th 2010, 07:15 PM

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Re: I don't think I can last much longer - May 20th 2010, 11:20 AM

I can't really go into hospital. I have exams at the moment and I need to find a job so I can pay my rent this year. I've made it nowhere. I haven't achieved anything. Somehow I've managed to do just enough to make it seem like everything's okay on the outside, but I can't pretend anymore.
   
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Re: I don't think I can last much longer - May 20th 2010, 03:50 PM

I think I'm gonna do it in the next 2 hours. The guy I'm seeing is in an exam atm. He's coming to check on me after he finishes because he says I'm worrying him. I don't want my body to be lying in my room, rotting for days. Now is the perfect time. I've got 3 weeks worth of my old anti-depressants left. I'm not sure I even have a choice whether to go through with it or not. I think I have to. Someone give me some advice please?
   
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Re: I don't think I can last much longer - May 20th 2010, 05:02 PM

Suicide is selfish, how do you think would your boyfriend feel to see your messy body on the ground?

Looking at the time difference I think when you get this it'll be a new day, how are you now? Feeling better? When you feel like that don't cry, don't try suicide. Life is hard when you are trying to do the right things. Until your life is better start saying "FUCK IT," then go on about your business. This is kinda my prayer to the world and myself. It only works if you believe in it.

Hospital works too but they want to get paid for something you can do with just two simple words and a feeling of apathy.




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Re: I don't think I can last much longer - May 20th 2010, 05:21 PM

Push everything else aside and get yourself to a hospital; the first concern is your safety. Exams and jobs and whatever mean nothing compared to your safety.

I made it through some pretty serious depression when I was younger. You can make it through too. If you kill yourself you're giving up on everything you have done and could have done. Don't give up. Get yourself to safety ASAP!


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