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Mental Hospitals....gotta love 'em...NOT - June 25th 2010, 07:10 AM

okay so idk if this is supposed to go here but yeah...

so i was in a mental hospital for 2 weeks 3 different times. i just got out 2 days ago from my 3rd time. and boy was it an experience. i went in there for a suicide attempt. the only things i liked about the place was the BA's (behavioral assistants) and the other patients (well most of them). I was strapped down to a bed one night, a stretcher a few days later and shot in the ass both times with some drugs that knocked me the fuck out. Those situations are code yellows, i got a few. So im an adrenaline junky and when that shit happened it was like i got high or some crap. When they like tackle you n crap and your trying to escape from them its gave me a weird feeling. Im not going to say it was a traumatic experience, but what happened there keeps replaying n my head. its not just the two times i got restrained, like the ppl i met there and what stupid shit i had done. I dont know how to get it to stop, i feel as tho i need to go back there to make it stop or somehow get myself to just stop thinking at all.

If anybody has ever gone through something like this could you give me some advice that would help sooooo much!!!!!!!!!!


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Re: Mental Hospitals....gotta love 'em...NOT - June 25th 2010, 07:15 AM

When I was in hospital, I spent 5 years getting restrained and injected. I hated it. But because I was 'ill' and 'kicked off' all the time, it was the only way to calm me and settle the rest of the ward.


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Re: Mental Hospitals....gotta love 'em...NOT - June 25th 2010, 07:40 AM

Me, my self i never gone to a hospital, but some of one of my friends have

He went there for being sucidal and he told me it was a horrible experience, the people there won't shut up and they keep talking about them being a demi-god.

Thank god, he told me this, because when i was sucidal my self, i didnt tell the whole world because i knew i would end up in a psyco hospital but i imagine it was a horrible experience


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Re: Mental Hospitals....gotta love 'em...NOT - June 25th 2010, 08:38 AM

yeah i shouldnt have said or done anything suicidalish because now i know what happens. they treated me like i was 5 years old. and there was group therapy almost every hour and i wanted to jump off a cliff because i was so tired of talking about stupid crap. i was put on isolation for punching a girl in the face cuz she pissed me off, which makes me impulsive. i did attepmt once in the hospital, and it was a national emergency. was on staff sight for three days. had to sleep in the "quiet room" and sit in a room so i could be watched. that place just made me more crazy. and i hate thinking about it.


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Re: Mental Hospitals....gotta love 'em...NOT - June 26th 2010, 07:35 AM

i was wondering is suicide attempts the only reason people go to mental hopsitals? i recently think i have depression and i starting cutting myself and just generally mad at the world and unhappy. i was womdering is tha. something that could end up there?
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Re: Mental Hospitals....gotta love 'em...NOT - June 26th 2010, 08:37 AM

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i was wondering is suicide attempts the only reason people go to mental hopsitals? i recently think i have depression and i starting cutting myself and just generally mad at the world and unhappy. i was womdering is tha. something that could end up there?
Yes, yes it is. I did the same. Now I don't know what's real and what's not, nightmares and frighting memories about it, and other stuff. I became crazier then when I started. Just a warning, don't tell anyone freely. Or else you might turn out like me, scared of everything and everyone.


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Re: Mental Hospitals....gotta love 'em...NOT - June 26th 2010, 05:01 PM

Suicide attempts are NOT the only reason that people end up in hospital. I ending up where I was because of my illness and the fact that I became violent.


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Re: Mental Hospitals....gotta love 'em...NOT - June 26th 2010, 10:46 PM

I guess I got lucky with the specific hospital I was sent to because it was not a horrible experience... the staff members were cool (most of them) and had a lot in common with the other patients so had them to talk to when I felt like crap. I was never restrained physically but was forced to take a pill when I self harmed there... or they would just give the medicine through injection. You could get away with just about anything you wanted... except for smoking inside (everyone got caught )

I went there twice for self injury, and 3 times for suicide attempt/suicidal ideations. Staying there never really helped and only made it worse. The only part that helped was making friends that I still talk to when I need help lol.


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Re: Mental Hospitals....gotta love 'em...NOT - June 27th 2010, 06:05 AM

Yeah there were kids there for drugs and mental disorders n stuff so yeah you dont have to try to commit suicide to be put there. I have alot of dreams about that place and always find myself day dreaming about it. And everything outside of that damn place always brings me back there not like physically but in my head. kind of like triggers the thoughts about what i did there n shit. soooo stupid....


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