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i need somebody to care. - June 30th 2010, 03:17 AM

depression, it hits you hard and out of no where.
hopeless.faithless.loveless.
i've seemed to be turned off from all emotions that are positive.
it's funny, when people need you, they don't hesistate to come for help. but when you need somebody, you either get ignored or have to wait.
it's garbage; i need a friend and what happens, nobody is there, everybody is to caught up with themselves.
but when they need something, i'm sure the one they run too.
what gives?!
what about me?
why am i not important.
granted, at least i had one friend try to cheer me up.
but i can't talk to him.
i feel stupid.
ahh.
it all makes me feel quite worthless.
i just wanna talk.
i don't want these thoughts coming into my head again.
i don't wanna be back to square one.
10 months self-harm free and i feel like blowing it.
i just want this pain to go away
i want a friend.
i want a hug.
i want somebody to sit down and talk to me.
i'd feel so much better getting everything out there.
but i'm not good enough.
i've never been good enough.


all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

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Re: i need somebody to care. - June 30th 2010, 03:22 AM

Great poem or whatever you want to call it but
I will be your friend
I will care!


The lines I wear around my wrist are there to prove that I exist


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Re: i need somebody to care. - June 30th 2010, 09:30 AM

I'll hug you

I know what you mean about people turning to you when they need help, but when you need help they have other things to do. It's not nice I guess, but it shows that you're a good person and caring and they obviously feel comfortable talking to you about things that they might not talk to other people about. Which shows they feel they can trust you. And that is a really good thing People do care about you. Like your friends and family, the person above this post and me.

You are important! Everyone is You've gone ages without self-harming, you can keep going Don't give in to it.

I'm not sure if you've read it, but there's a thread on here about where you can get help:

http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f11-d...o-can-help-me/

Take a look if you haven't. Maybe try going to a doctor or something rather than your friends, since they would be able to get you more help Nobody is not good enough to get help.

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Re: i need somebody to care. - June 30th 2010, 09:30 AM

Don't worry, you're not alone . I'll listen to you if you so desire. Nobody should suffer like that alone. Ever.

TH has so many helpful people it's ridiculous (in a very good way). PM if you want to talk about anything, really.


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"A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else."

"The worst feeling you'll ever feel is sitting next to the person who means the world to you, knowing that you mean nothing to them."
   
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Re: i need somebody to care. - June 30th 2010, 10:12 AM

If you ever need somebody to talk to, Im here.
I know how you feel. I don't really talk about my problems to anyone.
but Im always listening to others problems and it hurts when I think that they have never once asked how I am.

But I'll tell you a story if I may.
One time I was at the mall and really upset,
There was this older girl whom I hadn't met before, and as she passed me she asked if I was okay.
That is one of the only times anyone has ever asked if I was okay.
And it was a pretty good feeling.

Don't relapse and go back to self harm.
I know it takes a lot of strength and courage.
But you have to be strong and be able to say I made it.
I know my scars aren't pretty.
And your probably a really beautiful person and you don't want the scars to mare you.
My email is chelseacatastrophy@gmail.com if you ever need anything.
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Re: i need somebody to care. - July 1st 2010, 03:51 AM

thanks guys.
i just don't know what to do.
i just need one friend; somebody i can completely and utterly explode on. somebody to just rant to. somebody will sit down and listen to me. but i can't even find one. and yet i've had how many people call or text me today because they wanted/needed something. and i was of course there.
ITS NOT FAIR.
i totally failed and bought two razors :/
haven't used them yet.
but blah.


all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

<3
   
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Re: i need somebody to care. - July 1st 2010, 04:35 PM

Awwh hun If you wanted to you could talk to me about it all, I don't mind. But maybe finding someone who is there would be better. Why don't you go to one of your friends and just look into their eyes and say that you really need to talk to them about something important. Hopefully they will see that you need them and they'll listen to you.

Just please don't give up on yourself and please try not to use those razors. It won't help you in the long run. <3

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Re: i need somebody to care. - July 2nd 2010, 02:46 AM

Hey Sammie.
I know EXACTLY what you're going through, down to the last word.
I know it's just about impossible to believe your friends care when they don't seem to.
I can't tell you anything about your friends, because I don't know them, and I haven't figured out why my friends did it to me in the first place.
Why they won't care.
But about you,
I care.
We all care.
I'm here if you need me, send me a PM and I will always answer as soon as I can.
I wish you didn't live so far away, because I'd be your best friend if you lived here.
Don't use the razors. You're worth more than that. It may not be now, but you will find people who will love you no matter what.
And again, I'm here for you. I'll be your friend that cares.
   
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Re: i need somebody to care. - July 2nd 2010, 04:37 AM

thanks guys that really means a lot.
it's just, i want to sit down and actually talk to somebody.
and it's like i'm asking to much.
i don't understand how i can always be there for my friends when they need somebody and then they treat me like this.
like earlier i sent my friend a text saying that i needed to talk...no reply for a few hours...and then the reply was her ranting about her boyfriend....why should i listen to them? when they won't listen to me. i'm done reaching out and being rejected, i'm just done. it's not like i suffer from major depression, so there's no point seeing somebody; it's just the fact that my family is kind of falling apart, as well as me, and i need somebody; i need a friend. but no. i'm not good enough or something. I DONT GET IT. i just want to make this pain go away, so why not.

i've tried to talk to so many of my close friends who i feel comfortable talking too; and i've been ignored. so fine :[[[


all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

<3
   
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Re: i need somebody to care. - July 2nd 2010, 04:47 AM

i get what you're saying, i really do. How when you try to reach out, you find nothing. It's happened to me before to. In fact sometimes it still does. I have one friend where the only time she really ever talks to me is when she wants to rant and has no one else to talk to. As for your situation, I would suggest not helping them until they help you, but i can see that ending badly. Maybe next time they rant to you mention to them that you need help as well. Bad advice I know, but it was all i could think of in a few seconds notice. Please pm me if you want.


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Re: i need somebody to care. - July 2nd 2010, 05:24 AM

thats exactly how i feel i feel like there is this whole world around me and when you try to reach for help no1 will. they just say its no big deal. no1 can just say that when they dont know how big or howmuch your problems are hurting you. i wish someone knew around me but no1 does i just need help. things r getting worse day by day. just save me from this horrible place this horrible life already!
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Re: i need somebody to care. - July 6th 2010, 05:54 AM

everything just has been so hard recently.
and it's like nothing i can do is working.
if i try to reach out to somebody i always get the same response:
stop, you're attention seeking, if you wanna talk fine but stop talking about suicide/hurting yourself.
that or i get completely ignored.
it sucks.
because i want to sooo bad.
but i want somebody to help me.
i don't want to die or hurt myself.
but when everybody completely ignores the fact that i'm hurting it sucks.
i just don't know what to do anymore.
i give up on life.
i quit trying.
i'm done.


all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

<3
   
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Re: i need somebody to care. - July 6th 2010, 01:30 PM

I can relate to that. Even one of my most important friends cut me off completely for being a little depressed and saying she "couldn't handle me", while at the same time complaining about her own depression and demanding support and sympathy non-stop. As a result I tend to avoid talking to people entirely now when I need support, since I just expect them to give out to me. But I love helping people a lot. Sadly nice people are rare and most people can be a little selfish. The majority tend to be nice when they need support, but once they get enough or you ask the same, they move on.

But, if anything, being on TH has shown me nice people DO exist. Everyone deserves support and while nice people are rare, they are out there. Don't be afraid to look after yourself a little more. Someone out there will appreciate you for who you are, and be happy to be there for you.

If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to PM anytime too.


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