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I'm scared - July 31st 2010, 11:17 AM

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I haven't felt like this for about a year. Everything has just seemed to be triggered at once due to a stupid argument with my mother. I feel pathetic. I can't even handle something so simple as a stupid argument.

I want O.D. so badly right now. I want to end it all. No more worrying, no more pain, no more anything. I just know I'll feel better in a few days but do I really want to be? This will only happen again. Maybe it'll be better for everyone. My dad's right, I am fucking usless.


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Re: I'm scared - July 31st 2010, 11:40 AM

hey listen... i dont wanna pretend to know you or anything a bout who you are or what you can handle but getting suicidal because of an arguement dosnt make you week ..... look a t the samuria they would commit suicide for stupid shit like loseing a fight.... my father od'd on pk's and he suffered a whole lot in the end ... and that sucks that your father ever said you were useles .... mostly bc it was a careless and hurtfull thing to say... u are unique and i would do anything for a freind like you... anything... i dont want you to die ... please pm me if that means anything at all to you.. ps. i loved toy story 3 nice pic
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Re: I'm scared - July 31st 2010, 11:46 AM

I haven't been very stable for a while. I knew it would be something small/petty to set me off. I'm also meant to be working tonight, I haven't got the energy or... anything.

My head hurts.

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Re: I'm scared - July 31st 2010, 12:35 PM

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I haven't felt like this for about a year. Everything has just seemed to be triggered at once due to a stupid argument with my mother. I feel pathetic. I can't even handle something so simple as a stupid argument.

I want O.D. so badly right now. I want to end it all. No more worrying, no more pain, no more anything. I just know I'll feel better in a few days but do I really want to be? This will only happen again. Maybe it'll be better for everyone. My dad's right, I am fucking usless.
Hey there. I feel something close to what you are feeling sort of. I have been going through something and I am almost always fearful. Its not easy living with this, but I just wanted to let you know you aren't alone.


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Re: I'm scared - July 31st 2010, 05:21 PM

Thank you Jackson. I just slept for about 3 hours in hope it would make me feel better. I do, a bit. It's odd because I knew this feeling was coming soon


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Re: I'm scared - August 1st 2010, 02:17 PM

Okay, I'm feeling a lot better today I just have funny days like that I used to have them a lot more regular but yesterday was the first in about five months so I was less used to it.


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