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Unhappy think im depressed, getting worse. - August 12th 2010, 01:48 PM

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I had to give up my horse , it wasn't my choice and if i could of done something to stop it i would of, that horse was my lifeline. and now every time i think of him i just cry

Ok most of you wont understand this but i had an incredible bond with this animal and he has been ripped away from me, its like when a best friend goes to live over seas or something.

But now i just feel so down and horrid, i dont want to do anything i just stay inside i cant be bothered seeing my friends and ive lost my appetite , and usualy im proper greedy lol. but yeah its getting me so down, and i know a lot of peopkle on here wont understand but

when should i get worried about this, is it me just grieving , it feels like the pain is never going to go, and i just have no motiviation to do anything, so cant get my mind of it.

when i was going through a bad time about 6 months ago the only reason (i thought) i didnt end my life was becayse of that horse, he needed me, so now im scared if something bad happens theres not going to eb anything to stop me. im scaring myself talking like that, but basically i was getting bullied i guess , it got sorted and school is great now and i have great friends but what if something bad happens, im scared my grandma is going to die, and that is going to break me and i have nothing to fall back on




crying just thinking about all this , just wondering if i should be worried about these feelings
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Re: think im depressed, getting worse. - August 12th 2010, 02:07 PM

Hi there Lucy. I'm so sorry about your horse... I know first-hand how animals become part of the family, and so I would never belittle your grief over losing him. It's normal to be sad, and grieve the loss of an animal when it's taken away from you like he was, but to me it sounds like you've had some problems before, as well?
If you think you are in danger of feeling that low again (to the point of thinking about suicide), I think you should definitely find a therapist or a psychologist to talk to. We all need some help from time to time, and a therapist could help you try to figure out how much of your depression comes from grief, and how much was already there.
Also, if you ever need anyone to talk to, PM me... I can sort of relate to how you're feeling, and I know it can be hard to talk about things like that to a very close friend.. sometimes it's easier to talk to someone you don't know very well.
I hope that helped, and I hope things get better for you.
   
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