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On the verge of ending it. - September 6th 2010, 10:44 PM

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I've got all the stuff I need. I know how I'll do it. All that's needed is the final push...

Basically, the single most important person in my life doesn't want anything to do with me anymore. She said the herself. Hell, she's giving her half of the heartshape friends necklace I bought her to a friend to return to me. Why? Because I told her 'Do you have any idea what it feels like to have shit thrown at you all day?' (bad day today), and it turns out her Dad's come back down with cancer. Now she hates me, and this is no exageration. We're not even dating - we've only just started meeting up. We've met twice, I split the necklace the second meeting.

Basically...I don't want to live a life without her. I love her, with all my heart...but I've gone and fucked it all up. Everything. She's never coming back.

Try to convince me to stay, and don't give me any religious bull or family/friend related toss - the fact that they love me is irrelivant. She's the only one I care about, and I've caused her to hate me.
   
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Re: On the verge of ending it. - September 6th 2010, 10:52 PM

well have u tried talking to them and tell them u just had a bad day if so then they arent really there for u u guys can help eachother thou this try talking to them




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Re: On the verge of ending it. - September 6th 2010, 10:53 PM

Sorry I cant be any help other than to say I know how you feel and how it is to be prepared. Don't feel alone xx


"Friends are like stars; you don't always see them but you know they are always there"

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Re: On the verge of ending it. - September 6th 2010, 10:56 PM

Yes, I've tried talking to them. They honestly don't give two shits anymore.
   
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Re: On the verge of ending it. - September 6th 2010, 11:07 PM

I feel really bad. Them not giving a shit sucks. That's just cruel.
   
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Re: On the verge of ending it. - September 7th 2010, 01:45 AM

If you care about this girl at all, do not kill yourself. No matter what she says now, she would feel like your death was her fault - and that is something that would stay with her forever, it would destroy her. Things CAN get better, I firmly believe that people fall in love more than once, and even if it doesn't feel like it now, there is someone out there.
But don't kill yourself, you'd be killing two people.
   
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