I dont want to kill myself but

[Laurajemm]

life just is so boring and not worthing living, i have lost all my friends and i have no friends at my school. I am just so tired and bored all the time, i do have hope for a better future but it is hard to be positive when i hate life like 90% of the time, im really only happy when i am alone and sometimes when im with close family members, like my sister or stepsister, I want to relate to society and enjoy life but i just feel so removed from people, i am so empty

[Sea Monkey]

Hey,

You may find in the future that life IS worth living, you just need to give it time to sort itself out. Never give up!

It is good to see that you hope to have a better future, and if you keep thinking that things will get better, then they absolutely will!

PM me if you ever want to talk,

Lex

[Aureate]

Hey,

You said you seem removed from people? i know that feeling. Can you think about why though? Is it the people youre hanging out with? Do they share different interests and things from you? If thats the case, find something you are passionate about, a book, a fandom, anything and find people around you like that. It doesn't have to even be in real life. Find people with your interests and connection will come.

How old are you? How much longer do you have in school? Despite the rumours, HS is often not the best time of your life. It's segregated and full of clicks, once you've left it's often much easier to find people to relate to and hang out with. People with the same passions and ideas. People who have different passions and ideas but who you can talk about these with. Sometimes, if you last through HS, what comes next is so muh better -- just remember this.