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hanging on by a thread... - November 6th 2010, 05:46 PM

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So, for the last week and a half I've been suicidal, nights are usually worse, I just want to die. But I guess part of me doesn't because I'm still here, but it takes a lot to get through. I just, I don't know what to do, NOBODY is taking me SERIOUSLY. I told somebody that I wanted to die and that I should be dead and all they said was "yah, I like you better living," the one person I thought could and would do something about it, isn't. Plus, he thinks I'm doing better for some reason, because I talked a little bit about my past, but that's nothing to the anguish I feel inside or to the depression that I try so hard to hide. I think I need to see a doctor, but I have no health insurance, which sucks for me.

So with all of this going on, I feel like I'm alone, there's this guy at works that I'm friends with and he was like "you know, you're a horrible liar, I know you're not fine, here's my number, text me if you need me." And I want to but I feel like I need to be really far gone until I do that because if I talk now, I'll be really bad later and alas, I'll be alone again. Right now, I feel okay, but that's probably because I just woke up. I don't know. I need help and nobody wants to help :[ I think I might just give in.


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Re: hanging on by a thread... - November 6th 2010, 07:30 PM

I think you should take up his offer.

If the suicidal thoughts and feelings haven't gone away with your methods, try something else. Maybe talking to someone, really talking to someone, could be what you needed all along. Everybody needs somebody. Your friend wants to help you. Why aren't you letting him?
   
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Re: hanging on by a thread... - November 7th 2010, 05:38 AM

Hey Sammie
*hug*
First things first, pat yourself on the back for being strong thus far. You've shown you have it in to you to keep living. Don't ever feel like you're alone. We don't know each other too well, but I'm always here. You've got that other friend you mentioned, and that seems to be a good thing. Just remember that you've only lived a fraction of a normal human life so far- who says the rest will be bad? It's in your hands.
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Re: hanging on by a thread... - November 7th 2010, 05:47 AM

I'm so sorry you feel this way! Lots of people joke about suicide, so if nobody knows how you really feel then it is easy for them to think you are simply exaggerating or kidding.


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Re: hanging on by a thread... - November 7th 2010, 02:58 PM

I really, I don't know.
I'm pretty sure I took to many pills and I'm to scared to tell anybody.
and i dont really want to die, but im terriefed of hospitals


all i want is a place to call my own and
mend the hearts of everyone who feels alone,
woah,
you know to keep your hopes up high and your head down low.

<3
   
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