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Considering things - December 19th 2010, 01:15 AM

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I've never been suicidal. It's never crosses my mind as an option even for a second. Until today. Suicide is control. It's the only way I can really completely control my future. It takes out all the guesswork. Will I get good grades? Will I find true love? Will I become something? If I kill myself there will be no me. I won't think. I won't feel. I'll be over. Decaying, uninhabited by mind soul or spirit. It sounds so final. It is so final. I have added it to a list of possibilities for myself.

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Re: Considering things - December 19th 2010, 01:48 AM

Hey there,

Before you consider suicide reach out for help. I suppose suicide is the ultimate form of control but it takes so much away from you. It will take away your future and while the future can be scary it can also be absolutely wonderful. Don't throw away your future just because it is full of uncertainty because in the end that uncertainty is worth it all. You are going to have your ups and downs but the ups are going to be worth it in the end. You can get to a better place and start feeling like the uncertainty that is life is worth it.

Have you ever made a reasons to live list? If not I suggest you do. Jot down the reasons you have for hanging in there. The sunshine, the smell of roses etc. There are so many more reasons to live then to die you just have to open your eyes to that.

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I really hope this helped and if you need anything please feel free to pm me.


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Re: Considering things - December 21st 2010, 01:02 AM

Hey there Blair,
I'm really sorry to hear that you're going through a rough time at the moment. But I do understand what you're going through.
Sometimes, when I feel pretty low, I think about all the people around me who would be affected by my actions and the consequences of it. Though they might not tell you, I'm sure that there are people who care for you but you may not realise it.
When I'm feeling not too bright, I'll do something that I know will help me and that is inspirational for me such as exercising.
The link that Jenna gave you is really helpful. The following links are also good to check out if you haven't done so already:



I hope I helped and if you need anything feel free to message me.
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Re: Considering things - December 21st 2010, 03:06 AM

DON'T DO IT!!! I know you're depressed and angry and you feel like that's the best way out but I'm telling you you have 10284081083Y581Y3Y1083Y1Y330TY230568325 gifts to offer the world and there is no replacing your talents with someone else's.
You may not know that love is in your future and you may not know what grades you get but the opportunity to have love is ALWAYS there and the opportunity to recieve good grades is ALWAYS there and you will miss out on those experiences and MANY MANY MANY more if you kill yourself! I don't even know you but I love you and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't do this!!
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