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Broken - December 28th 2010, 03:31 AM

Is this what I've become? With in one year, have I been reduced to hiding in my room all day, barely speaking to my friends and family, isolating myself from every one and everything? I don't want to do anything or see any one. I've grown to hate the people I used to care about most and I don't even have the guts to tell them. I don't even know what keeps me going in this life. I am and will forever be broken. When you've been broken too many times that pieces no longer fit together. I know that now, I am not whole, and I never will be. Things will never be the same as they used to be.

I can't even remember the last time I really smiled, I mean like an actual smile and not a fake one. I wonder if I were to commit suicide who would cry for me? Who would care? Who would even notice? Maybe that is what I have to do for some one to finally realize that I don't always have everything together, I don't have anything together. Maybe that is what I have to do for some one to realize that the once so happy girl isn't happy anymore and hasn't been for a long time.

I guess that is what I have to do for some one to care enough to ask me why I would do something like that. I wish some one would notice how broken I have become, but no matter how hard I wish or beg or plead nothing happens. So I have given up. I'm done trying with every one and every thing. All it does is bring me more pain and heart break. I can't take anymore, I just can't do it anymore. I want to die, but I'm scared of leaving even though there is nothing and no one that I would miss or that would miss me. I just wish something would give me hope again. Anything.
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Re: Broken - December 28th 2010, 03:45 AM

*hugs*
I'm so sorry you feel this way. Ive felt like that before. But let me tell you something, once you are broken, you can become whole again. I promise you that. It may take effort. At times it may not feel fair or you may ask 'Why me?!' but, it is worth it!

You can keep going. Please don't harm yourself. You're every bit deserving of life, as everyone else is in this world. Things can get better.

You just did a wonderful thing, by opening up to TeenHelp. It was a step forward in getting better. And a lot of times, that first step is the hardest. and you just did it.

You can keep going. You can get through this. I believe in you. (:

Feel free to vm or pm me anytime, I'll be here..

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Re: Broken - December 28th 2010, 09:24 AM

OK, it seems you are tired of your life. I would suggest you must go for meditation or some hypnotherapy process. Believe me I am explaining you the ultimate souce of relaxation!
   
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