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Stuck. Depressed. No idea what to do! :( - January 1st 2011, 09:54 PM

I've been waiting to pour my pain somewhere besides writing on my phone.
Im a boy.

I need your opinion what to do, please dont say 'everything will be fine' or anything like that as Im not buying it.

Hopefully Ill have another option besides fantasizing about suicide.
Tried it, I dont have the power to kill myself, therefore I know its impossible for me.*

Facts:*
I go to an only boy school.
I have no sibilings.
I have no adult to consult with - that includes my parents or a psychiatirist.
I have no friends.


Now to the story:
My first crush was at age 9, it wasnt serious - at age 12 I had another one and I was obssesed with her for 2 years. Then right after, I have another one lasting still.
I think its jelousy, though not sure.
But lets put it this way, every time I try inviting a girl to hang out with, Im always rejected.
To be honest, thats about 4 or 5.

I really dont know where the problem is, but with the last crush I was rejected and ignored.
Ive been still obssesed with her for over a year now although im still ignored.
Ive been wasting almost 7 years of my childhood for all this 'crush nonsense', but im unable to let go.
I still want her really bad, just to even be friends with her, but she is ignoring me. I see her once a month or two, but she just looks at me and then I look somewhere else while shaking from excitement and fear, excitement for seeing her and fear if I do something stupid.

Once a while I see pictures of her with boys, some where she hugs them or some where they are with her hanging out.

Im clueless on what to do. On one hand she ignores me in every possible way, on the other hand I cant let go. I know that my heart wont stop until I befriend her somehow.

Btw, when I say ignored - I mean on the internet. Ive never tried talking to her in person as Im too shy around her.

There isnt a moment I dont think about her, so Im seriously losing my childhood.*

Id be happy if there is someone here who is actually willing to help. Not just say "be strong" or "we all care about you". I need suggestions on what to do.

Im basically stuck and until I dont do something about it, time is wasted.

Thanks for reading and I hope you can help.
   
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Re: Stuck. Depressed. No idea what to do! :( - January 1st 2011, 10:03 PM

Ok i'm in the exact same postition exept the all boys school part, i knoe people will just say "be strong" i cannot take it, i have try like u said to kill my self but i dont have it in me to cut myself anymore. Try and get out more, it's staring to help me put a little just being out. I know 100% how you feel and it's like shite. Dont dewl over the fact you always get rejected theres someone out there for you, and for me, you just goota find them. Dont become to stressed or depressed as i found oiut it only makes you worse. Try and get out more keep your head up you'l get there unlike me. I'm never going to find someone. :\ Keep trying pal you'll make it.


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Re: Stuck. Depressed. No idea what to do! :( - January 1st 2011, 10:18 PM

There is no where I can get out to, and I have no time this year.
Im always either in school or at home.

When I get back from school or when I go to school I see her.
So even if I do try and somehow forget about her, itll be impossible.

I only see and meet girls during summer breaks.
   
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Re: Stuck. Depressed. No idea what to do! :( - January 1st 2011, 10:46 PM

try taking a diffrent route home if possible, summer breaks as in holidays abroad or summer holidays as in the looong period of time of school in august?


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Re: Stuck. Depressed. No idea what to do! :( - January 2nd 2011, 04:29 AM

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try taking a diffrent route home if possible, summer breaks as in holidays abroad or summer holidays as in the looong period of time of school in august?
Summer break as in august.
   
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Re: Stuck. Depressed. No idea what to do! :( - January 3rd 2011, 09:28 AM

Try and take advantage of the summer break and try andmeet someone, i know it ages away but if possibleget out with osme freinds at the weekend?


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Re: Stuck. Depressed. No idea what to do! :( - January 6th 2011, 08:00 PM

During the summer breaks I do meet different people, but none of them live close to me or have time to meet during the year.
Weekends isnt possible as well.
   
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