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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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Unhappy I really hate this, please help. - February 21st 2011, 07:31 PM

I've felt suicidal off and on for the past 4 years. I'm 15 now. I don't know why i can't just be happy with my life. I am always off and on, either happy or depressed. I have a boyfriend right now and I've been very bipolar with him and it makes me feel terrible. I practically have no family. My brothers ignore me, and my dad is always gone. My mom lives in another place, but i rarely see her. I always get made fun of because of my weight.(85 pounds. I'm 4'11) I always just feel like running away, committing suicide, or slicing my wrists would help. I am not who i use to be. I use to be more optimistic, but now I can't help but feel pessimistic when I'm sad. I get angry easier than i use to. Example: My boyfriend said he was going to do his homework today, but instead he is going to hang out with a guy friend. I got jealous and mad about it and i almost bitched at him.. i might have messed things us between us. (I really hope not) What can i do to fix any of this? I wish i had someone i could talk to, but no one seems to understand how serious I feel about it. I'm not telling my parents because they'd send me to a mental hospital and i don't usually trust counselors..
   
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Re: I really hate this, please help. - February 21st 2011, 07:38 PM

cutting or committing suicide is not going to help. why dont you trust counselors? they just want to help you.


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Re: I really hate this, please help. - February 21st 2011, 07:41 PM

I don't trust them because, I've known a lot that don't help. They just want your money.
   
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Re: I really hate this, please help. - February 21st 2011, 07:42 PM

alright i think you need to seek some kind of counciling, i know you said you dont want to talk to them, but ur going to have to..for a little while at least. They will most likely put you on anit depressant medicine. that stuff really helps, you just have to give it some time to kick in. I personally go to a mental health dr about once every 3 months. she spends 10 min talking to me, then gives me the pills i need and sends me on my way. It really isnt that bad. I hate talking to councilers too, but you should really get the ball rolling. You should start by telling an adult you trust how you really feel. how serious it is. Also, as for ur bf. explain to him your problems.. if he is worth your time then he will understand and want to help you. hope that helps..feel free to talk to me if u need more help


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Re: I really hate this, please help. - February 21st 2011, 07:47 PM

Thank you guys. I really do appreciate it. I try to talk to friends but, they always say I'm whining.
   
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Re: I really hate this, please help. - February 21st 2011, 10:09 PM

maybe you should get some better friends then? i know my friends only want to support me with my depression. If they arent willing to listen, maybe they arent the best of friends. just a thought


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Re: I really hate this, please help. - February 21st 2011, 10:14 PM

Depression is a mental disorder that changes your brain chemistry. Self harm is not something to consider, it only hurts you more. Don't make any hasty decisions. Your life is very valuable. Don't take the gift of life for something that is useless. If you ever need anyone to talk to, pm me. I'll pray for you


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Re: I really hate this, please help. - February 22nd 2011, 12:17 AM

Well reading the past posts , kids around your age range , 13, 14, 15, dont quite understand what you are going through so its better if you just talk to an adult. A favorite teacher eer something.


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Re: I really hate this, please help. - February 22nd 2011, 04:23 AM

Yeah. It's just really sucking badly right now..
   
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Re: I really hate this, please help. - February 24th 2011, 01:10 AM

Life sucks in general (:
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