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i can't do this anymore - February 22nd 2011, 04:36 PM

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i can't do this anymore. I want to give up so badly.
I have been feeling like this for a long time now. I don't know who i am anymore. I hate myself so much. I look in the mirror and all i can think is i'm a horrible fat, ugly, worthless stupid person that everyone hates and is out to get. I don't see much point in the future i mean what hope is there for me really i'm not even sure if i want to carry on. I don't see the point in trying anymore. I can't sleep, am barely eating and just don't care about anything anymore. I have been spending more and more time alone and have been pushing everyone away. I'm starting to fall fail at school as i just can't concentrate. Some days i don't even want to leave the house. I have never felt so alone ever. I know i have amazing friends that would do anything for me but i just can't help but push them away like everyone else. I mean why would they like me? They must be after something.

I cut as it makes me feel better i don't go to deep just so it hurts. I'm shy and get really nervous in social situations im scared i will say something stupid or embarrass myself so i just keep to myself.
I just feel as if everyone is out to get me and everyone hates me and talks about me behind my back. I have started to believe this so much that i convince myself i can hear them insulting me behind.
I don't feel like eating anymore and cant sleep. I donít care about anything anymore. I donít even want to go out half the time. Everything just seems so boring now.

I was diagnosed with depression last week. i just feel so alone. i want to kill myself now. What happens if i overdose?
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Re: i can't do this anymore - February 22nd 2011, 04:55 PM

Hey,
I'm sorry things are rough for you at the moment, you have to stay strong. Your are not worthless, your nothing less than beautiful and don't let anyone tell you otherwise!
I know you said cutting makes you feel better, i understand where your coming from but it is not good for you, it leaves scars and is very addictive.
Killing yourself is never an answer to anything, life is beautiful, you never know what will happen tommorow; it could change your life forever, and how will you know if you're not here to see it?
You're not alone, feel free to PM me if you ever want to talk
Stay strong, take care and remember... Your beautiful and amazing.
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Re: i can't do this anymore - February 23rd 2011, 11:45 AM

Thank you. i know but everyone just keeps saying things will be better and everything is just getting so much worse. i can't handle this. i really need a friend right now but i just keep pushing everyone further and further away. Noone cares about me anymore
I give up. maybe i should just overdose. but im scared incase it fails
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Re: i can't do this anymore - February 23rd 2011, 12:36 PM

No you're not alone and i care about you! Things will get better; ' everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end!'
I'm always here if you need to talk, feel free to PM me :-)


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Re: i can't do this anymore - February 23rd 2011, 12:43 PM

But things would be ok if i was dead. Everyone would be happy and things would be so much easier. I just want this to end
and thank you but i don't know why your bothering with me i'm not worth it. I'm a stupis, useless, selfish, bitch thats a waste of space


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Re: i can't do this anymore - February 23rd 2011, 12:50 PM

Don't say that, you are not worthless, useless or stupid or anything like that. You are beautiful and amazing and there are a lot of people that care about you! Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.
You never know what will happen tommorow, and it could be amazing; it could change your life forever! So don't give up, stay strong and you can do this!


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Re: i can't do this anymore - February 23rd 2011, 12:59 PM

I know that i am though
and noone does if they cared then someone would make an effort wouldn't they but noone does. I just feel as if everyone hates me. they bitch about me, avoid me, laugh at me. whats the point if i have no friends anymore?
i'm sick of been strong </3 i just want to die


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Re: i can't do this anymore - February 23rd 2011, 01:06 PM

There are a lot of people that care, including me!
I'l PM you so we can talk there instead, it will be easier :-)


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Re: i can't do this anymore - February 23rd 2011, 01:09 PM

I suppose and thanks you x


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