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Over - April 21st 2011, 08:47 PM

I want to kill myself. As soon as I can. I'm still deciding how.

I might just walk in front of the traffic on the coast road. It's going fast enough for it to kill me. I can do that in a couple of days time, although I'd like to do it sooner. Then it'll look like an accident.

I don't want to write a suicide note. This is my only suicide note and I won't be writing one for my family. It would wreck the accident look.


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Last edited by Gaia; April 22nd 2011 at 02:36 PM. Reason: editing to make a more constructive post: goodbye notes are not allowed
   
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Re: Over - April 21st 2011, 08:53 PM

Don't do this. Suicide is NOT the answer. Things will get better, I assure you. Think about all the wonderful things that have and will happen to you. there will be loads. One day life will be amazing for you, and you'll be happy you didn't do anything drastic. Take the time to talk to someone. Be talked out of this. Be open minded about life and its potential. YOUR potential. It's massive, Hester, it really is.

Let me know if I can help you in anyway at all, even if it's just by talking or listening, I'll be happy to do it. Take care and hang on in there, you can do this!


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Re: Over - April 21st 2011, 08:54 PM

I haven't got anyone to talk to. I haven't got anywhere left to go. I just leave destruction and unhappiness behind me. Why shouldn't I die?


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Re: Over - April 21st 2011, 08:56 PM

Talk to me. The website is here for you to talk to people who can try to help you. Throughout all the bad things you believe you have left behind you, try to remind yourself of the good things. The things that make you smile and made you feel alive. They're the moements we live for, and the reasons we shouldn't die.


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Re: Over - April 21st 2011, 08:57 PM

I don't know how to talk. I don't know what to say. The only things I can think of are things that have gone wrong.


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Re: Over - April 21st 2011, 09:06 PM

How to talk? Just talk. Whatever come naturally is fine with me. I wont judge you, I promise. What to say? Anything you want. I'm an easy going person, and I'll happily listen to anything you wanna throw out there. And the bad things? So what? Say them. Once they're out the way, try to find an upside. To everything bad, there is a good side. I'm happy to talk to you.


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Re: Over - April 21st 2011, 09:09 PM

I can't. I just can't. I can't open up.


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Re: Over - April 21st 2011, 09:11 PM

Believe it or not, you kinda' already are. You're posting, which means you want people to know you're stuggling. There's nothing wrong with that. Think of it this way, if you do it here first, you can pick up the courage to do it in real life. Over the internet it easier, and with anything, you need to take baby steps until you can do it properly. You need training wheels before you ride a bike on your own, just like you need support and understanding before you reach out in person. You can do it, I know you can. Type, then send. That's all it takes. You can do this.


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Re: Over - April 21st 2011, 09:17 PM

I don't know what to post. I don't know what's wrong.


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Re: Over - April 21st 2011, 09:20 PM

Have you tried blogging? Literally jus write whatever you want. Don't worry about making sense, treat it like a diary. The sites blogs help as a way to just...get whatever into words of some sort. Dont worry about what to post, just post anything. I know how it feels to not know what's wrong, I feel like that a lot. But unless you try, you will never know what a life you could have, and you wont overcome it. You can do this.


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Re: Over - April 22nd 2011, 08:46 AM

I tried using the blog. My boyfriend should be coming over today to look after me. I just feel empty.


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Don't trust a perfect person and don't trust a song that's flawless.
RIP Granddad Terry. I'll miss you.
   
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