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Tried... - April 29th 2011, 03:45 AM

I acctually tried to end it tonight... First time I accutally tried.. I've cut for the longest time but I just couldn't take it. I tried to choke myself out with an old scarf I found. I was losing vision, things were slowly going from fuzzy to blacking out, my face burned and i could feel my pulse making my head pound and i fell over.. but then my arms went week and the scarf loosened...
And the reason? My mom started a huge nonsencial (sorry for mispelling) fight over a movie =/ I just asked her what a movie was about and she apperantly got angry... Turned into a huged thing where she was yelling at everyone about anything she could think of. The sad part, I was trying to use the movie as an icebreaker to ask her if I can go back to therapy for my cutting...


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Re: Tried... - April 29th 2011, 07:51 AM

Hey,

I'm so sorry about what happened! At this point I know exactly how you feel. But you need to talk to your mother about this. She may be mad, and upset, but you can't go on cutting and if it is leading you to such measures as taking your life, you should talk to her about it. No matter what, when it comes to such lengths, your mother will regret everything if you let this take over and end yourself because she wasn't there for you. So give her a chance. Talk to her.


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