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Depression and Suicide If you or a loved one is feeling depressed or suicidal, you are not alone. Talk with other users about your feelings here.

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Thinking about it happening tonight - May 4th 2011, 02:41 AM

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This is my exact quote from Tumblr:
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I have the knife under my bed...?
I genuinely think that tonight would be the best time to die.

I released the burden, can get rid of all of my writing, have way too much stress from homework, have that bad grade in History, have the CSTs next week, have that racist thing thatís always going to come up, donít have the face the vice principal tomorrow with friends, no more history project, wonít be caught in-between friendships, no more physical abuse, no more biting my wrist, no more family, no more friends from the past, no more verbal abuse, no more insults, no more fake smiles, no more tears, no more stress, no more everything.

Nothing is stopping me. I have nothing left behind to feel guilty about - maybe the project. But, theyíre procrastinating and wanting me to write the entire script anyway.

Any thoughts? Mm, I seriously think this is a much better idea than 2014.
I'm seriously thinking about it tonight. I just recently released my burden - my guilt, and have recently faced really bad insults and abuse. I'm thinking about it - seriously dying tonight. I'm too weak to face it all. I
I don't know what to do.


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Re: Thinking about it happening tonight - May 4th 2011, 03:04 AM

take the knife away from your room, try to calm your mind down, find a way to get some sleep, i know its not the best advice but its alot better than killing yourself
   
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Re: Thinking about it happening tonight - May 4th 2011, 04:14 AM

please dont do it. please dont kill yourself u have so much to life for you really do. the fact hat the sun rises in the morning is just one huge deal to be grateful please dont get carried away
   
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Re: Thinking about it happening tonight - May 4th 2011, 06:40 AM

What does life offer me that death doesn't?!


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Re: Thinking about it happening tonight - May 4th 2011, 03:46 PM

Okay, first killing yourself with a knife is beyond stupid. Honestly the sucess rate is very, very low and you'll only end up with scars and injuries.

However, please don't do this. You'd only be caving to the others. The cruel people would have broken you. Don't give them the satisfaction. PM me whenever you need to. I've been through similair situations and I feel that I could really help you if you need it.

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Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it,
Snap it, work it, quick, erase it,
Write it, cut it, paste it, save it,
Load it, check it, quick, rewrite it"
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Re: Thinking about it happening tonight - May 5th 2011, 02:51 PM

Those things you've listed won't last forever. You're caught in a bad time in the present, but what you're not thinking of is the future. And it is not bleak. Only in your depressed state of mind is it bleak. Please find something positive in your life to live for. A hobby, a sport, a music artist, anything.
   
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Re: Thinking about it happening tonight - May 7th 2011, 09:00 PM

message me... please dont do it. suicide isnt the answer. i know. ive tried 2x. both times it didnt work


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Re: Thinking about it happening tonight - May 8th 2011, 02:36 AM

U should talk to your friend or someone who u trust about death it really helps u to determine if u want to end it or not trust me it helped me... If u need someone to talk to I'm here
   
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Re: Thinking about it happening tonight - May 8th 2011, 04:37 AM

You may think your life is worthless and nobody loves you but I know that's not true. If you kill yourself, everyone you know will be affected. Imagine how you`d feel if your best friend committed suicide. Eat a pound of chocolate and wright about why your life is valuable. The chocolate will help make you feel a little better. The list will help you realize you're special. Phone 911 right now and you`ll be glad you did. Trust me. I've probably had just as bad a life as you.
   
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