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I'm lost - May 27th 2011, 02:04 AM

I don't know who I am anymore.

I've been struggling... for quite a long time. Alone. but it's not you're fault, it's mine. I'm just too shutdown. It feels like i'm past the point of repair. I've held on for so long when I didn't know why, only because it was the only thing to do. All I feel now is numb. nothing.

Life used to be full to me, but I hated myself too much to explore it. Now I just don't care.


I no longer hate myself... I don't love myself... I feel nothing.
I'm indecisive, I never know what I want and I change my mind too easily.

=\ i'm talking rubbish, i'm going to stop, I barely have the energy to type this anyways. I just... don't care, it's been too long, i'm surrounded by people and feel like the lonliest person in the world.

Im looking at death with no emotion ...

I'm sorry if it's all nonsense, I actually used to be good at this but i just cant.

I dont know sums it up
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Re: I'm lost - May 29th 2011, 09:25 AM

Hey Curt,

I'm sorry you feel such a lack of emotion right now. I understand this, and I want you to know you're certainly not alone. You deffinetly can get better too. It's never too late to try and help yourself, remember that. Perhaps try talking to a doctor or something, maybe reach out to a family member or friend. It may seem hard to do that, but once it's done it will feel a lot better, and you'll feel less alone.

Remember you can PM me at anytime, or use LiveHelp or HelpLINK too. Hang on in there, you can do this!

Take care,

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The things you donít need to liveó
books, art, cinema, wine, and so onó
are the things you need to live

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Re: I'm lost - May 31st 2011, 06:22 AM

I understand what you mean..

I think that it would be a good idea to reach out to someone, or find someone to tell everything to. I found someone like that and it helped me get over the numbness that I felt all the time.

If you ever need someone to talk to you can PM me.

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