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Unhappy Tired Of Life itself - July 7th 2011, 06:34 PM

Im 20 years old, ever since i was a little boy i grew up alone, and i grew up always feeling incompetent of myself. Blame my parents for the most part, they never express how proud of me they are, only gave me negative attention. Its like whatever i do isnt good enough, up about until i was 19 i've always been skinny and always felt alone. My parents always fought about money, i was never confident in myself so i performed bad in high school because i felt as if it didnt matter how i did. My ex girlfriend always had a part in making me feel useless too, doing numerous things to hurt and destroy my pride. Ive never had anyone to open up too, or talk to as well as vent so these feelings stayed in me. One night i left home finally after finally being tired of my mother and father arguing and for one year i lived with my grandma taking on the hardships of life, criticism from my family. Because all they care about is MONEY MONEY MONEY, i know moneys important but give me a little credit, since i dont make alot of money. Im not up to standards with my family, their always sending me mixed feelings and emotions(grandmother, 3 aunts and 3 uncles). Only one person makes me feel important my girlfriend, she showed me im capable of alot of things, she basically took my hand and showed me the world.All i want to do is work for some money to pay bills,gas,and food, and have some fun. Go to school, and life with privacy considering IVE ALWAYS SLEPT ON THE COUCH FOR 20 YEARS never in a nice bed, my room was always a living room or a dining room, or a place on the floor. I really dont need anybody i just wanna live life by myself in a nice cozy apartment in a nice neighborhood, schooling&working. I mean i know thats not really affordable so to say, but im just tired of feeling like everyones against me and i cant do anything about it, alot of people tell me im a good kid and i am i dont drink,smoke,party just hang out with my girlfriend and try to do productive things, idk why people bother me so much i just wanna be left alone
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Re: Tired Of Life itself - July 7th 2011, 06:50 PM

Awh; I'm sorry. Things will get better, don't give up

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Re: Tired Of Life itself - July 10th 2011, 12:25 AM

Hey there.
Sounds like you had a really rough childhood. Im so sorry for that. But it also sounds like you've got a great girlfriend!! And some great plans to start your own new life. Get a fresh start. The past is the past, so let it be just that. And now that your on Teen Help you have plenty of people to talk to and open up to if you wish. Things will get better. Good luck <3

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Re: Tired Of Life itself - July 10th 2011, 04:21 PM

You can't change the past. It's a waste of time and energy to spend all your time worrying about something that's too late to fix.

"Those you look only to the past are missing the present and are certain to miss the future" - JFK

I would recomend letting go. Live in the present and hope for the future. Keep moving on and things will eventually get better. Be the better person and rise from your childhood. It's too late now, so moving on is the best cure.

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