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happily suicidal....? - July 10th 2011, 01:45 AM

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so this is gonna sound weird, but what happens is i get really calm and relaxed and kind of happy and suicidal at the same time.... and it scares me. alot. any idea why? any similar experiences?
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Re: happily suicidal....? - July 10th 2011, 02:40 AM

I somewhat know what you mean. Like your almost pleased that your "properly" punishing your mind, or for me my body with SH. It is a scary feeling... almost unreal. Im not sure what advice to give you, but i know what your feeling.


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Re: happily suicidal....? - July 10th 2011, 03:23 AM

I know what you're talking about to and I experience it too, although with me it isn't about punishing my mind its about getting away from everything. I get relaxed because I feel like only in death can I be free from anything that would upset me.

When I get into these kinds of moods I usually try to think of the future, I tell myself, "Yeah you may be stressed now, but just think of how excited you'll be when [insert something great] happens!"

But that's just me. Why are you experiencing suicidal thoughts? Are you depressed, or just going through a rough time?
   
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Re: happily suicidal....? - July 10th 2011, 04:53 AM

I get it. It's calming because you think it's the solution. If you had three minutes to figure out a math problem for a million dollars you would panic until you thought you had the answer, then you would be calm. You've found the answer, so it's all okay.

It's not. Suicide isn't the solution, because a solution shouldn't end the probability of another equation. It's like demolishing a building with an Atom Bomb. It might seem like a problem but total destruction won't help.

I would seek professional help, because this feeling is dangerous, it shows you no longer have a moral issue with suicide, because you feel you have the answer to life. A doctor or counsellor would be of great help in this tough time.

I am not a counsellor, nor a psychologist, but I have been there. PM me if you need anything.

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Re: happily suicidal....? - July 10th 2011, 04:57 AM

Justin, i love your metaphor...so easily relatable.


"When you've forgiven but you cant forget feels like your drowning but still got breath"

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