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That is it. No more. - July 15th 2011, 11:48 AM

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I'm sick of shit.
I just am.
All this fucking stress people put on me.
She is fucking messing with me when she knows I already have enough.
So are the others.
Fucking hate them all.
Fucking tired of having all this shit in my brain.
I can't even explain what's happening. The only thing I can say is, it's the reason I can't sleep tonight.
It will never stop and I know that and I have known that for quite some time.
And I've had it.
Fucking shit just keeps coming and piling up.
Fuck them. Fuck them and their shit.
I fucking hate people.
And I hate that I hate people.
The shit in my brain can never be fixed and it's only growing worse.
I've come to the point where I can't even lay down and try to rest without wanting to fucking shoot my brain.
I can't stand people. I can't stand anyone.
I can run away. And once I do that I will go to the point of no return.
I will go and run all the way back there. To that damned hospital.
But I'm not going in there.
I'm going past there. And I am going to climb over the guard rail on the bridge of the damn freeway. And I'm going to dive. Head first. Onto traffic.
And my head will finally come to rest.


THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.

   
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Re: That is it. No more. - July 15th 2011, 12:13 PM

Hi Jane! I understand how your feeling...I dont know what advice to give u except find someone to talk to (im here if ud like to PM me) and just let it all out. Vent. But please dont hurt urselef or kill yourself. You are worth more, i promise. PM me anytime, im on alot. Much love and luck <3

Btw, ur signiture, the "In 5/24/2011, an enemy was created from a best friend." made me think of something I recently went through. It just rung a bell.


"When you've forgiven but you cant forget feels like your drowning but still got breath"

i love you.

YOU are beautiful no matter what and dont YOU forget it!!! <3

PM me if you need to talk!(:



   
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Re: That is it. No more. - July 15th 2011, 03:20 PM

Please don't. Jane, I know it's hard to believe but people care snot you and dont want you hurt or dead. I feel the same way a lot of times but you always have to search for the good. Please don't give up dear. I know you are stronger than this. I can feel it with just reading your words. If you need anyone to talk to or vent you can pm or vm me. I will always respond. I may not be good with advice but I would be a good friend.
~Much love <3 shana~
   
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