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Unhappy Fallin down - July 20th 2011, 10:30 PM

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My life is killin me. I do anything right anymore. My heart is broken. I cry all the time. I just want to end my Life. Im tired of Living when I have soo much problems going on. We lost our House, My friends dont really care bout me, my parents r Assholes, I have stopped believing in God. Im tired of everything. I want to make things better but when i do it turns out bad. Why do I need to Live when im in soo much Pain? I dont want to go back into a Mental Hospital. I just want too Die. My parents dont get along tat good sometimes. My brother is annoying. I cant go to College bc of my Diploma i graduated with from High School,I cant get a Boyfriend, All my friends when im around them or something they always talk bout their boyfriends n then when i look at me I dont have one...I dont understand why my Life is getting worse. But if it gets any Worse then it is Now then i might as Well just End my Life...I cant keep doing this. Its Killing me. My heart keeps breakin into pieces n pieces n i cry all the time. I cant do this anymore. My Life is a Living HELL! I HATE IT!


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Then you give up. Then its all over.

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Re: Fallin down - July 21st 2011, 02:53 AM

My life gets that way too. i know how you feel, i mean come on pain is tough?

But i just want to tell you something too, that life is valuable. and that even though everything seems like its falling apart..... things can and will get better.

keep faith and have HOPE, because there are good things, even if its hard to see.

Try to find the good things, and make them grow.

you are beautiful and deserve a beautiful life. And right now your life is really hard, and i know how you feel, but at the same time you have a way to make yourself shine, because you are alive. Give it another chance my dear, and know that i have faith in you, and that the people on this site are here to help you too

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Just rise above this
Kill them with your kindness
Ignorance is blindness
They're the ones that stand to lose

'Cause they don't even know you
All they see is SCARS
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Re: Fallin down - July 21st 2011, 04:21 AM

I'm so sorry you're feeling so bad
Keep strong, i promise it'll get better.
PM me if you ever need to talk to someone or if you need a friend


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Re: Fallin down - July 21st 2011, 04:30 AM

I kno i try my best in All possibilities but it always seems to get me down. I try to look at the good things in Life but it dont seem to make me happy anymore. I try to make my Life better by going to college but it dont work, then i try to try to get a Job tat dont work either, I try get outside n do more things doesnt seem to help, try to make more friends to hang or do stuff with but everyone always judge me for wat i look like sted of wat is in the inside of me, i try to get a boyfriend but everywhere i go all boys seem to make fun of me bc of the way i look bc i dress like a Boy and my hair is short but Im a Girl and they dont seem to see tat. It just makes me upset when i cant get them things even though i wait very paitent n dont even try to look n it never comes. Im not a bad person. Im very cool n understandable when you get to kno me but people never want to take tat risk. Im Stand Alone in a Dark Cloud wanting friends n stuff to cheer me up. I dont get it anymore. Im tired of feeling this way. I try to believe in things like GOD. I used to go to church but not anymore. Im always stuck at home babysittin my little brother wich is 10 years old n gotta do stuff for him n while my mom goes off durning the day n does her stuff n sometimes doesnt come home til my dad does wich is 4:30p.m. he gets up really early in the morning around 4:00 n has to be at work before 5:30a.m. its just a total mess around here. My Life is just screwed Up! I dont kno wat else to do!


R.I.P
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He was a Awesome Kid
I Love you n Miss you


You learn at a certain pace. Then that pace goes away. Then

you try and try to do everything you can. Then it gets harder.

Then you give up. Then its all over.

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