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tried to kill myself . i failed .
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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 22nd 2011, 09:40 PM

I am so glad your attempt failed. Because your worth more than death. Hang in there. And i see from your signiture that ur religeous so when you feel like dying, get on your knees, fold your hands, close your eyes, and pray. Pray and cry and pray more. You can do this. I believe in you. Much love <3


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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 22nd 2011, 09:56 PM

i am sorry your life got to that point, but i am glad your attempt failed, becuase you need to get it sorted, once it is, you will realise you are so much better than you think, you are worth living, not worth death,
please get help, therapist, couciler ?? do something please ??
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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 22nd 2011, 10:37 PM

Oh..

Please know that you're worth living, and reading this made my stomach drop. I've seen you around here multiple times and you seem to be doing a good thing for so many people. I'm glad your attempt failed because you deserve to be happy and to live.

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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 23rd 2011, 01:02 AM

i slit my wrists , dripped for about 10 mins but then the blood stopped .
and i have a counselor but i hate her and dont talk to her ,
this is my second attempt ..


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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 23rd 2011, 02:58 AM

do you mind if i ask how you tried. im totally not trying to be insensitive this has just... i came SO close to trying. i had a knife in one hand and a bottle of pills in the other but i just... couldnt. theres one person keeping me alive... and i love her shes my everything if i didnt have her i would be dead no doubt about it and... how did you try (you dont have to answer if you dont want to.)


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maybe there's beauty in goodbye. theres just no reasons left to try. you push me away. another black day. let's count up the reasons to cry.
   
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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 23rd 2011, 01:19 PM

I dont think 'failed' is an adequate description. Please don't look at this as a failure. This is a second chance at life. If you cant talk to your counsellor, try seeing another one. Please, please don't give up.
   
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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 23rd 2011, 01:20 PM

sliced me wrist open ... dripped for 10 mins but then it stopped ...

for those minutes when i was in that state i only thought about myself , for once in my life . thats what made me not stop.


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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 23rd 2011, 01:24 PM

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I dont think 'failed' is an adequate description. Please don't look at this as a failure. This is a second chance at life. If you cant talk to your counsellor, try seeing another one. Please, please don't give up.

my counselor finishes soon , so i get a new one ! *yay* -.-


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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 23rd 2011, 06:11 PM

aw hun, i know how hard it is deal with things like this. i know how hard it, i have suffered from depression for over 2 years now and it doesnt really get any easier. you just kind of learn how to deal. if you ever need to talk please pm me! im a great listener and id love to here what you have to say. please <3


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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 24th 2011, 04:59 PM

ive tried to deal , 6 years ive tried to deal . but no i feel like a selfish twat because all my friends have found out and are really upset. but thanks for reply s .. im fine .. honest ..


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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 24th 2011, 06:20 PM

If you try and kill yourself of course your friends are going to be upset Kim. It's what happens. Suicide destroys people, its not a trivial thing. It wrecks peoples lives forever. Try and see another counsellor that you get on with if you can. You may have to try a few, I did, and I've found an amazing one. You can get help, you need to want it and to want change. Keep seeing your GP as well, he can help you more sweet.

Write out a list of things you want to do before you die. See the Grand Canyon, sky dive, written a book, stuff like that. Use that to focus on whenever you feel so low. Also write a list of people you love and who care about you, the people that were upset (and others). Think about them when you feel like no one cares.

Things can get better sweet but you have to work towards it and promise yourself that you won't try again. You have God by your side, he won't let go of you. He loves you and you are his child. You are worth so much and you have so much hope on earth, there is so much you can do and achieve. Don't let that go just yet, its not your time.

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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 24th 2011, 07:20 PM

Please just know that people care about you, and that this wasn't a failure at all.

I love Anna's idea to write things you want to do in your life. That's what life should be about, actually living. I know it can be hard to deal with certain things, overwhelming and hard, but we all go through hard times, you can do it. <3

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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 24th 2011, 11:40 PM

i know people care , and that's the hardest part .
and if i write things down , i might get more depressed because seriously i haven't got the money or will ever have the money to like go to the moon or go on a road trip . but then again its not about the money ,, but thanks ,, ima give it ago .. love you guys .. im sorry


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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 25th 2011, 02:21 AM

Dont be sorry, its what we are here for Good luck!


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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 25th 2011, 10:36 PM

Try it sweet Don't think about money or finance or anything like that, write down exactly what you want. You never know what will happen in the future <3




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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 25th 2011, 10:50 PM

I'm really glad that your attempt failed. I think you should talk to someone, it doesn't need to be a unprofessional, maybe just a parent.

You should also check out the 'Alternatives to self harm page" ((http://www.teenhelp.org/forums/f12-s...ves-self-harm/) Check out all of the options, one will help.


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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 26th 2011, 01:29 AM

thanks you guuys , i have counselling tmarh so many i should tell her :// but they might tell my parents


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Re: tried to kill myself . - July 26th 2011, 04:56 AM

hey.

just remember nothing is worth killing yourself for. because whatever you went through now.. can definitely be overcome. i promise you kimberley, there's so much happiness waiting for you out there! we all love you

and just so you know, your parents love you. they're concerned .. and you know, it might be a good idea to let them support you. stay strong. you deserve so much happiness!


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