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going under. - July 25th 2011, 07:13 AM

God please take this away. Take away this pain
im tired of wanting to die, did you make this life in vain,
For it to just end? like that? my own fault?
Is this my own problem, my own assault?

Or is it something else that is inside me
a disease killing me slowly, no one can see
Is it real? or is it fake? Could it make
me kill myself? Is that possibly fake?

Why am i nearing my end already...
Im moving toward it, slow and steady
I thought this wouldnt be me...
I thought i had a destiny

I need something to hold on to...
but i have nothing, except You..
and i dont know if You are even real...
I hate the whole "HAVE FAITH" deal.

I have my friends, some are great,
But some have no idea of my fate
But the few i love more than me
Need to see, they have to see

right now, i dont want to die
But i sense it coming, its not a lie
i sense that i will lose it all
and from life i will soon fall

I told them i need help, today
but will they listen? Is there even a way?
I need it to be alive tomorrow...
And for them not to be filled with sorrow

im afraid of Hell, afraid of death...
But i dont really care, i want my last breath
In a way thats not a want, but a need.
A slowly growing, malicious, seed.

This is me venting, about how i feel... I do it in rhyme for some reason.. idk

Just rise above this
Kill them with your kindness
Ignorance is blindness
They're the ones that stand to lose

'Cause they don't even know you
All they see is SCARS
They don't see the ANGEL
Living in your heart
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Re: going under. - July 31st 2011, 07:05 PM

Sora I love you sooooo much! You are a dear friend of mine and I am so sorry that you are hurting. You know that you can always talk to me at any time. I am always here for you. Please know that I NEED you way more than you need me. Hold on deary.
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