Triggering (Suicide): Can't take it anymore....

[*MusicIsMyLife*]

I have tryed long enough. I can't take it anymore. I really want to end my life. I think that cutting myself is the best thing to do. Theres so much things going on. I have been holding on long enough and I can't handle this anymore. I think that if I cut then all of the pain I am feeling will go away and everything will be better. I am being bullied. It hasn't stopped and never will so I think if I end it all right now then it will end. I am feeling so much pain. Why do these people have to hurt me?? I don't think that anyone cares about me. Whenever I try talking to someone they push me away. I don't know what to do anymore. I have held on this long but I can't hold on any longer. It's not just bullying its assaulted and threats and everything. By my friends and family for that matter. I think that everything is all my fault. Everyone keeps on saying that everything is all my fault and that they wish I wasn't here. I also sometimes wish I wasn't here. I am going through so much. It's all very stressful and frustrating. I just think cutting is the right thing to do.

[Iris. ♥]

Awh, sweetie . . your post broke my heart. I'm so sorry that you have to suffer through all of this. But, cutting isn't the answer. It won't change anything. I don't know if you're a Christian or not, but I'm going to say this anyways: God doesn't waste a scar. No matter what you believe in, you are going through these things with a greater purpose. You'll become such a strong person when this is all over. I know it seems like that day might never come, but believe me, it will. Please PM/VM me if you feel the need to do anything drastic. If you need someone, I'll be there for you. Even if you feel like you're not important to anyone in your life, remember that you ARE important and that people in the TH community care about you. You'll be in my prayers girl. Stay strong.

[alibear101]

awwww rebecca, this post broke my heart. you are such an amazing irl. you deserve to be happy and it always saddens me to see that awesome people like yourself are being hurt. those people don't deserve you. i cannot believe that people would ever be that mean. i saw that people keep pushing you away. well, i promise you that i will not push you away, if you ever need to talk please don't hesitate to message me. your a sweet,kind and caring girl and so many people would be devastated if you left. please stay strong, go out and treat yourself to a movie, or some comfort food. whatever will help you <3

[Missmaggie55]

The one thing I have learned is that people are mean because they are in pain. This is NOT an excuse and you do not deserve to be treated like this. School should be a safe place where you can learn and socialize. I have been in your shoes and I feel terrible that you have to go through what you are going through.

I can promise you that as tempting as cutting may be, it is a temporary fix. It will not solve the problem and down the road, you will wish you had never started. That, I can promise. You are not alone, okay? These bullies are awful, but you are not to blame.

I once thought the difficult times I was going through would never end, and they did...as all things do. Life is a collection of temporary moments and unfortunatley, you are going through a painful one. The good news is that it will not last. Nothing does. There will be a time when you look back on this moment with loving eyes for yourself and for everyone involved. We need you so that you can help someone in the future that is going through a challenging time. Your experiences mold you into the person you will become and how you respond to the experiences creates your character. You are a lot stronger than you think.

I am always here if you need to chat, vent or discuss anything at all. Please know, that you are not alone.

[Le bonheur*]

Hey Rebecca,

As I was reading this, I could feel the pain in your words. I know things aren't easy right now but it will get better! Don't give up, sweetie. Keep holding on. Suicide is not the answer and neither is cutting. Take a look at our alternatives to self-harm thread and our reasons to live thread. Some of these things may seem silly, but you might find something that will work for you and could save your life. Cutting will not help you sweetheart. In the end, you'll have scars and more emotional damage. If you are being bullied, tell a teacher or another adult that you trust. They can help you. If you end your life, you are letting the bullies win. Is that what you want? Don't you want to show them that you are better than them? Cause you are. You really are. Nothing is your fault. You are a strong, beautiful, and very smart young lady and I know that you can pull through this. I believe in you.

Have faith in yourself.

If you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to PM me. I'm always here.

Take care of yourself. <3