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Unhappy what should i do? - December 18th 2011, 04:32 AM

I just don't seem to be happy. I'm alone and that's never going to change. I know this for a fact because i've tryed to change it but i can't. I thought of suicide alot more than just one time. The more i think about it the more it becomes real and the more i feel like it's the only way out of all this. It scares me because i know that i don't want to die but if it's my only option well i'll take it because it's better than being here! Where im alone,sad,different and just terrified. I wish i did'nt feel like this but i do and it's not going away. I try to hang out with my friends and family but i feel the same. I'm always sad and down and just to plain tired to put up with life anymore. I just want to be like everyone else again, i want to be happy again! Why can't i be happy? I feel like if i ask for help people will just say you'll get through it and im scared for that answer because i've been trying to get through it for a year now and it's just not working out for me. I went to my school's guidance counsler and they just don't have much to say.. what's wrong they ask? Well nothings right! I'm a 16 year old girl..gay..and extremly alone and tired of being embaressed of myself. I'm tired of crying and just being upset and not knowing why. I'm just tired of being me!
   
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Re: what should i do? - December 18th 2011, 06:01 AM

Emily, girl, I know how you feel. Your post reminds me so much of the way I've felt this past year. I attempted suicide back in march because I thought that was the only thing left for me. The world just didn't have anything I wanted, or at least everything I wanted I couldn't seem to get a hold of. I was out of touch, out of hope, out of options. So, I tried to end it...just disappear. Obviously, I'm telling you all this, I'm very much alive. I want you to know that even after I gave up on myself and the world, after I'd been through too much, after I'd chosen death over life...I've met people who loved me. I've seen and felt beautiful things. I've gotten to know myself. There was so much more for me here in this life than I realized. And I know there's more for you. I'm not gonna tell you that life is perfect or that I never feel a little sad or restless, but it's worth it. There's so much love in the world. Please stay and find it, and give it, and just enjoy it <3


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Re: what should i do? - December 18th 2011, 12:37 PM

Well, Emily, I Don't Know Whether This Will Help You Or Not, But I Also Lost A Girl Some Time Back and All I did Was Cry And Thought That There's Nothing Left For Me In This World. But You Know What Life Go's On, And It Gets Wonderful If You Just Give It a Chance.
Talk To New People, Try and Find Love In Small Things, And Trust me If You Go Searching, There In No Single Place Where You'll Not Find It.
Talk To Your Parents About This, They'll Tell You what To Do. They'll Help You Get Through This. Spend Time With You'r Friends And Try To have Fun.
And I Hope That You'll Get Over This Soon, and Just Enjoy Every moment Of Life.
   
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