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why not? - December 28th 2011, 01:57 AM

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i feel like nobody cares about me at all. i feel like whenever my family sees me sad or crying, im just a mess in their life that they dont wanna clean up. i feel so worthless. i just want to run away or die but im afraid. I already just took 3 xanax pills , cant take it back now. i know its not enough to kill me. i dont know whats going to happen. i feel so alone and scared but in the back of my mind i dont care. whats so important about my life thats worth living?
   
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Re: why not? - December 28th 2011, 03:28 AM

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i feel like nobody cares about me at all. i feel like whenever my family sees me sad or crying, im just a mess in their life that they dont wanna clean up. i feel so worthless. i just want to run away or die but im afraid. I already just took 3 xanax pills , cant take it back now. i know its not enough to kill me. i dont know whats going to happen. i feel so alone and scared but in the back of my mind i dont care. whats so important about my life thats worth living?
Hello,
I am sorry that you are having such a rough time. I remember feeling the same way you are describing when I was your age. I could not imagine that things would ever get better or that I would ever be happy. I suffered through years of depression and I eventually made an attempt, HOWEVER, it was NOT the right thing to do. Today, I am very glad that I survived. My life has gotten so much better and I realize that not only do people care about me, but that I love my life in every single way.

Your life is important because you owe it to yourself to keep on living. You have a bright future ahead of you whether you see it or not right now. I know this, because I couldn't see my bright future either. Now I'm 18, in college, and again, I love my life in every singe way. It can and will happen to you too.

Life is rough when you are in middle school and for some through High School as well. Once you hit college and you are on your own, things really start to change. Your life is just amazing. Now, I'm not saying it can't change before college, I'm just saying that is when it changed for me. It can happen sooner. And I want you to at least hold out until college, because I PROMISE your life will be better at that point.

Please watch my video. I think it will help you: http://youtu.be/fjIuv2VJxCU


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Re: why not? - December 28th 2011, 12:24 PM

thank you. its the next morning, and i regret doing what i did. i will try to look at the positive things in my life and hopefully feel better. thanks again.
   
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