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i'm really starting to hate everything. - January 8th 2012, 03:28 AM

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I've been depressed for as long as I can remember. I just wanna kill my self. I'm tired of everything, im tired of being treated like shit. Im only useful when people need something. Every tiny thing is starting to irritate me. I think I should just end it all, people keep saying things will get better, but. they dont. I feel like cutting again. I have no friends. I stopped having friends because I just get used.
   
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Re: i'm really starting to hate everything. - January 8th 2012, 12:22 PM

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A lot of people have been where you are. Unfortunately in life, we will be treated badly by some people, and some people will use us and make us feel bad. Let me assure you, though, that it does not mean that it should be the end for you. There's no reason why you should have to be the one to suffer all of this. I know it hurts, and I know that when people tell you it gets better it may seem like that will never happen, but it can. Thing it though, that is wont just get better over night. A miracle isn't going to happen and make everything okay again. It doesn't work that way. You need to fight for it. You need to try to help yourself as well as other people helping you. You have to want this enough to really try and make yourself better with the support of others. It will be hard, I'm not going to lie to you, but it will be so worth it.

I know sometimes it's hard to see what there is left o live for when you feel like this, so I'm gonna' share a thread here on TH with you that I hope will help. All it is is a list of small things that can make your day that little bit better. Just take a look through it and hopefully some of it will help you a bit. Click here for the thread

I hope this has helped you a bit. Don't give up yet, you really can fight this.
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Re: i'm really starting to hate everything. - January 8th 2012, 02:33 PM

That's life. You meet both good and bad people. You make both friends and enemies. There are the highest highs and the lowest lows and everything in-between. But you know what? All of these are what give it flavor, as it'd just be plain boring if you were to know everything that you were going to do/feel. You gotta roll with the punches!

Take me as an example. I can relate to were you are, so read this and don't dismiss it. A year ago, I was just as low as low could be. I'd regularly slit my arms/legs, I'd get agitated over even the teeniest things, everything would just make me angry. This lasted for a while but now, I'm totally over it. Sure, it took a long time (7-8 months), but it DID finish. Trust me when I say you will get better. I think the main thing you need to do is identify the cause of the problem - because then, you can work on uprooting it and moving on. You can't escape from what you don't know. Motivation is the key. Life is what you choose to make of it - for example, you could wake up tomorrow and think 'It's a new day. From now on, I am a new person. That shut is behind me.' Why not? There's no reason why you can't.

You're probably sat there thinking that there's no truth to any of this and you might just dismiss it. I know this because when people tried to help me on here before, I'd just do the same. But there is truth here, as I'm writing this from experience.

Good luck, I sincerely wish you all the best. If this still hasn't reached out to you, reply on here or mail me and I promise I'll get back/knock some sense in to you. :-)

EDIT: I know for a fact that you're not genuinely suicidal. I've posted similar stuff so I know the mindset you're in. You'd have done something about it if you were. Don't kid yourself! We're all here to help you, but for us to do that you have to be help yourself first! You can do this by being open/honest to yourself.
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