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I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:17 AM

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I'm sorry to all of you who have tried to help me, but I want to end my life tonight. Help?

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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:31 AM

PLease don't do that! You have so much to live for, you're only 15! I know it doesn't feel like it but life gets better! Why do you feel like throwing it all away! Please, get help! Life is worth it and you will hurt so many people and yourself by doing this!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:33 AM

Nobody cares about me. There's no point for me to stay and be a burden on people.
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:35 AM

People do care about you! I know it doesn't feel like it but they do! I care about you and I don't even know you! You are not a burden to people, I used to feel that way to, I got help and realized how amazing life is! Why not give somebody a chance to help you?


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:37 AM

I tried and it did nothing. Only made me feel more lost and hopeless.
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:38 AM

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I'm sorry to all of you who have tried to help me, but I have decided to end my life tonight. Goodbye
hey im james plz don't end it tonight
ok im not the best at helping people or even just talking to people
but plz dont do this just talk to someone first
hey im sure every one has said this but u have so much to live for
i just hope u see this ,people do care about u , you just don't know it yet
if u ever wanna talk i will be there ok hey i will support u in anyway
dont give up hope it always finds its way back in the end even if it is lost
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:38 AM

Sometimes it takes awhile to work! Finding the right therapist and stuff can take time too. But they do help. Maybe you should go to the hospital since you're feeling suicidal, they can and will help you get through this!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:39 AM

It's just easier for me to go. I'm worth nothing and wouldn't be a big loss.
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:41 AM

It will be a big loss! You have so much potential you just cannot see it right now! It would be better for you to hang on!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:42 AM

How is it better to hang on?
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:44 AM

just hold on to life sometimes it feels like ur nothing but look at this thread there are people who care i promise
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:45 AM

How can you guys, you don't know me or how worthless I am
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:46 AM

theres so much more to life i promise
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:46 AM

I can't do this.
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:48 AM

Because you're so young! I used to feel the same way you did and I wanted to end it to..had I not gotten help and failed at my attempt then I wouldn't be here and I wouldn't know how awesome life can be! You CAN DO and it DOES GET BETTER!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:49 AM

I've lost 13 people to death and one more on a death bed these past 6 months of death have killed me. Maybe it's my turn to go..
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:50 AM

no u cant plz we always need awsome people like u on earth hey i may not know u but u r awsome just like everyone here hey just remember TH is here to help
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:50 AM

It's not your turn to go! You're still alive and that's proof that it's not your time! I'm really sorry about all the loss you have experienced and that's not easy to handle but with the proper help, it can be easier to cope with and you can start feeling better! You just have to give it time!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:51 AM

it's too painfull
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:52 AM

I know it's hard right now, but you can get through this! I seriously think that you should go to the hospital so they can help you feel better.


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:53 AM

im sorry for ur loss i lost some one to i kinda know how it feels but you just have to know WE REALLY DO CARE
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:53 AM

I can't. I can't do that
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:54 AM

Why can't you?


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:54 AM

It's not just one it's 13 people I was so close to.
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:55 AM

I need to pretend to be strong. I'm never weak. I'm just done being strong
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:55 AM

I know, that's really really tough! I'm not denying that but that doesn't mean that you should stop living. That's not what they would want, they would want you to keep living and to be happy!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:56 AM

But idk if that's what I want.. I'm almost 7 months clean of SH and that hasn't helped
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:58 AM

You don't have to be strong all of the time! It's okay to need and get help! That in itself does not show you are weak, getting help and going and doing what you have to do, proves just how strong you are!

I know you might not WANT to live right but you NEED too. If you stick it out, things will get better. Being seven months clean is so amazing! Be proud of that!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 01:59 AM

it hurts. It's like I can feel my heart breaking in my chest
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:00 AM

I know! But that's why I want you to go get help! It will make you feel better!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:01 AM

my family can't know. I'm their pride and joy. This will make them so mad at me.
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:02 AM

They won't be mad at you! If you need help, they will be happy to help you! And by being their pride and joy, that means they care about you! If something were to happen they would be very upset! Trust me, they would rather you get help now than before it's too late.


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:03 AM

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It's not just one it's 13 people I was so close to.
so sorry i dunno how u feel guess i shouldnt of said that srry i feel bad know umm hey ur heart may be broken but things can be fixed
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:04 AM

It's already too late.
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:06 AM

How is it too late? If you're still alive, it's not too late, it's never too late!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:07 AM

It is. I can't go on.
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:08 AM

No it's not! Please, get help! That's all I can ask for you to do! You are worth so much, you just don't see it because of the depression!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:10 AM

Am I really worth anything.
   
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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:11 AM

Yes, you are!


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Re: I give up. - February 3rd 2012, 02:12 AM

Okay.. Okay
   
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