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I can't tell if I'm happy right now. - March 5th 2012, 08:30 PM

Well I am going to explain what happen first. On Friday it was fine and I was at school but when it was break I saw my ''friends'' talk to my teacher and I was worried that they were talking about me but instead I just thought that they were talking about school work. But after when they stopped talking my teacher left the class and same as my friend named Rachel. I was kind of worried but instead I would just forget about it then a few minutes later my teacher called me and she said that we are going to the principle office and that Rachel found a note in her locker or cubby. It was a note that I wrote at the starting of school and it was a suicide note. So yeah I got sent home after that. Now I feel like trapped or alone and depressed. I was so happy and fine. They think I need some help and that there is something wrong with me but nothing is wrong with me! I've Changed that was the past! Now I'm kind of mad at my teacher I know that she cared about me but still she ruined my day and everything! Now it feels like nothing changed. I skipped school today cuz I didn't want to be there. How can I convince them that I don't need help? huh I wish that didn't happen life was going good for me but then this happen. I don't wanna talk to my counselor anymore I don't need him. I am happy but just angry do anyone know why? but this is it sorry for ranting about this! I just need to get it out there. but seriously I am happy, I got great friends, I finally have someone that I love, and nothing to worry about well except for this but yeah.
   
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Re: I can't tell if I'm happy right now. - March 5th 2012, 08:32 PM

I think honestly you just need to explain the full story. Why you wrote it, and how you have changed since that point.


Are you always sad? Someone asked.
(Always is such a long, long time)
I couldn't say. But
If sadness was a sea, I'd drown in it.
(Salty and warm, sadness is.)
(Cold, too. Sometimes)
And I happen to love the sea.


And I watched your words burn tiny holes
into my retinas. Just wide enough to crawl into,
And forget you ever were.
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Re: I can't tell if I'm happy right now. - March 5th 2012, 08:42 PM

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I think honestly you just need to explain the full story. Why you wrote it, and how you have changed since that point.
I will just not now but The reason why I wrote that cuz I was depressed and suicidal I just thought of it but not really killing myself, I sometimes write stuff about my feelings like poems and songs but then a few months later I thought maybe I'm gonna change and be happy so I did and that changed everything I got more friends that I trust and life was good but now I feel strange and it felt like my world just turned upside down.
   
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