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hollywoodgirl9213 March 10th 2012 11:21 PM

I don't know what's wrong
Lately I've just haven't had that many good things in my life. There's just been something missing. I just am never happy. I don't even know what's wrong. At school I'm surrounded by amazing friends but it just doesn't seem good enough anymore. I've had the urge to cut myself and did it once before. My friends don't see past the fake smiles or see how dead inside i am. My family is horrible. I hate my mom, and I don't even know why. My siblings are incredibly rude, and my dad is never home. I just can't seem to be happy. I can barely eat or sleep. I just don't know what to do anymore.

Lumos. March 12th 2012 04:30 AM

Re: I don't know what's wrong
Im sorry things are so hard right now. I understand how you feel. Could you go see the school counsellor to talk about this? He or she might be able to help. Or maybe tell one of your friends how you feel.
My advice is to keep busy. Hang out with friends, take up a new hobby, do an after school activity. It helps because you don't have enough time to be sad. If you need to talk, PM me anytime. :hug:

hollywoodgirl9213 March 12th 2012 05:27 AM

Re: I don't know what's wrong
I do all that already (besides talk to people) and it helps a little but im never full happy. I'm starting to talk to people but sometimes its just hard. i feel like no one can help me like even my best friends cant see past the fake smiles that im just lost in the world and have no direction whatsoever like i just cant be happy. i dont tell anyone things like that cus its annoying when everyday people ask r u ok? yet i wish someone would say that cus honestly, i could really use someone to talk to but i have no one. i try but i just never can seem to talk to anyone. I can only talk to two of my guy friends, cus one of them is the exact same way and the other.............well idk he just makes me happy when i talk to him, just gets me away from all the sadness, the pain the SH, but without them, I'm just lost, and it's not like I can talk to them every second of the day. I've only told the one who is going throught the same thing whats going on but that's it. i just dont know what to do anymore.

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