Triggering (Suicide): Confused

[K8eebug]

At first I thought life was cheery. But now I think different. I kinda want to kill myself. But I just am so scared and my mom doesn't see that her jokes are putting me down. I want to kill myself. I need love. I'm sorry to be this way and sound horrible. But I don't know what to do anymore. I just feel that no one cares anymore.

[elise.o]

I care about you! I'm sure there are people around you that do care, sometimes you just don't realise it! Why don't you try and sit down and talk to your mum and tell her that her jokes are hurting you? I'm sure she doesn't realise it and if you told her she might try and stop But please don't kill yourself, it's not the answer! Please feel free to message me whenever you need to! ♥ Things will get better!

[Harlequin.]

Hi there Kayte,

I'm so sorry you're going through such a rough time. If it's any consolation, we're always here for you. You aren't ever alone.

Your mom might be making these jokes and not realizing the effect they're having on you. I highly doubt she'd do that to you on purpose, so I think your best bet is to have a little chat with her and let her know how you're feeling. It might be quite difficult to come out and say it, but try not to get aggressive or angry at her. Stay calm and make your point. Let her know how upset she's making you feel, and how much you're struggling right now.

And to repeat what Elise said: We care. You're part of our little community now, and we have your back. We can't change your situation, but we can be here for you to lean on, and offer you support. We'll keep you standing upright.

I'm sending big warm hugs your way. Stay strong, I know you can make it through this,

-Laura