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Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 28th 2012, 10:56 PM

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...there's only so much a heart can take before it gives up my heart has taken on so much and has delt with so much that the pain is to much so great that I no longer feel the need to live I don't care to live anymore after the cruelty abuse from my father the hearts breaks of 2 bfs then my BFF leaving me now the new guy in life leaves me I don't know y ppl keep leaving me y ppl don't want me I can't say I blame them but it also hurts...I've started cutting agin and cutting bad it's all ik how to deal with this pain my family doesn't seem to care my friends only want happiness I'm hurting no one to talk to no one to lean on I cut and it helps I wear bracelets to cover the cuts no one knows and if they do they don't care...I'm use to being hurt..
   
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Re: Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 28th 2012, 11:38 PM

im sorry your hurting,
there ar many people who you can talk to, like my self. im on every day just PM me. as for the people who "leave you" their loosing, their is no reason to abandon a friend. its important to think positively.
like i said if you need to talk just PM me i check every day
stay positive even yhough it hard!




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Re: Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 29th 2012, 12:10 AM

Thank u it's hard opening up when ppl r always telling u that they don't wanna hear it

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Re: Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 29th 2012, 12:15 AM

Hey,

You're also very welcome to talk to me any time you want.

It might be an idea to visit a councillor, particularly if you don't really want to fully open up to your family or friends right now.

There will be someone out there for you, I promise; it will take time to find them, and it will involve pain.
Pain will ease over time, though, I promise that too.

Just hang on in there, and keep as positive as you can, all the time, and each day will get better for you.


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Re: Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 29th 2012, 12:24 AM

I'm tired of hearing my foster parents talking about me saying that they wish they had a happy child and not the depressed child that I am
   
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Re: Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 29th 2012, 12:28 AM

That must be awful, I'm really sorry.

Clearly, they don't realise that they're lucky to have you as their foster child.

It may well help to talk to them, and tell themhow you feel, but if you really don't want to, make sure you do tell someone (in real life, the Internet sadly can't substitute fully yet), because that will help, believe me.

Keep positive, keep positive and then keep positive again.
It's the way to deal with things that might upset you or hurt you; look at the good things.


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Re: Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 29th 2012, 12:59 AM

i campletly agree talking to people near you is better than on the internet not that people wont listen but taking face to face can povide better confort




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Re: Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 29th 2012, 01:08 AM

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i campletly agree talking to people near you is better than on the internet not that people wont listen but taking face to face can povide better confort
The Internet is a fantastic place to start.
It does have a degree of animosity, although I personally think that opening up hypothetically to the whole world is ultra-brave, and that talking to someone in real life can only be as difficult.

The online support is great, but talking to someone face-to/face is also essential as nothing can substitute for it.


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Re: Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 29th 2012, 05:23 PM

Talking to ppl face/face is so hard from me most the time that's y I posted here I tried showing my foster family this very post they did not want to read it they told me the best thing is to leave this site and forget about having ppl actually listen and care bc the world is cruel 99% of it will beat me down
   
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Re: Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 29th 2012, 09:18 PM

yor foster parents are sure something, yea the world is crule but not evey one is selfcentered im sorry they beat you down like that




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Re: Thinking on just giving up on everything - August 29th 2012, 10:29 PM

Yeah ik I just need to breath but I feel so suffocated by depression

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