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She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 11:11 AM

but she didnt, so I cut.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 11:15 AM

*hugs* hey hun, there might be a legit reason, chin up or whydont you go phone her?

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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 11:16 AM

Too late, cut cut cut cut cut. millions


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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 11:17 AM

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I'm sorry you felt the need to cut. Next try some distractions? SH wont help.
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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 11:19 AM

I'm sorry to hear that but you didn't have to cut, there is plenty of alternatives and I'm sure she had a legitimate reason as why she didn't ring and would have rang another time to make up for it.

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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 11:23 AM

I made a poem, it helps to write.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 11:24 AM

Thats good then, try and use your writing to keep you from SH. *hugs*
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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 11:41 AM

Hey, I'm going to move this to the Self Harm forum as I think that you'll be able to get more help there.
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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 12:00 PM

Hey, I'm so proud of you for finding another outlet. I just read your poem and was gobsmacked! You're so good at writing *hugs*


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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 12:29 PM

You can't rely on someone else to take care of you. Sometimes people get busy and forget to do things like call. However, you have to keep moving. You need to keep using your alternatives and keep trying to stay SH free. You can do this, you know? All you have to do is keep fighting. I know this isn't easy, but you can do this.

I'm glad you are writing songs, I think they can really help you and that is a good alternative for you to have.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 12:47 PM

thanx but goodbye


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Re: She said shed phone - January 19th 2009, 05:54 PM

Where are you going?


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 05:19 AM

I dont know...heaven...maybe hell....maybe just sit on TH all day. I dont know anymore.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 08:21 AM

You can hang onto TH, talk to any of us on here we're here to help you. Please don't do anything.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 10:49 AM

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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:18 AM

You feeling any better now?


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:25 AM

Not really at all. Thanks though.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:34 AM

Well if you want to talk to me or anything or vent it out on here you know you can.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:36 AM

Ok, well, I went shopping today & started hearing voices in the middle of the shopping mall & then I just started shouting. People were looking at me.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:38 AM

*cuddles* what were they saying?


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:39 AM

Telling me to steal pills.

I tried but I was caught. Stupid me.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:42 AM

You're not stupid. You're just having some problems, does your doctor know about the voices?


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:44 AM

Yeah, they increased my meds, Im on 18 pills a day.

Im seeing someone everyday at the moment. But I just cut today as well.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:46 AM

Have you told that someone about what happened with the voices?
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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:51 AM

They know about my voices, they just dont understand.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:52 AM

What don't they understand about them?


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:55 AM

They dont hear them & they cant understand why I can & why I have these relapses.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 11:59 AM

Have you tried writing down what these voices say then maybe showing them to the doctors? It may help them understand a little better and show them how much of an impact they're having on you.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 12:27 PM

Thats a good iddea, thank you again


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 12:40 PM

Tell me how it goes tomorrow okay?


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 01:12 PM

I will. It will go crappy i know


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 01:19 PM

Why you think it'll go crappy?


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 01:20 PM

Because nobody cares. You dont understand, they took my painkillers, i was going to O'D last night, but they took em.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 01:26 PM

I care! Maybe they took them because they don't want you to do anything.


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 01:27 PM

Ok, thank you for caring


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Re: She said shed phone - January 20th 2009, 01:29 PM

It's cool *cuddles*, anything else you want to scream out?


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Re: She said shed phone - January 21st 2009, 02:23 AM

Just I want to thank you for being here for me. I really appreciate it


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Re: She said shed phone - January 21st 2009, 03:37 AM

Your welcome . Are you any better this morning?


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Re: She said shed phone - January 21st 2009, 08:26 AM

Just tired. I went out for a bit, then slept!


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Re: She said shed phone - January 21st 2009, 08:30 AM

I'm glad you got out the house, did the sleep help?


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