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why is this happening? - August 3rd 2009, 12:07 AM

i have slipped up again.
after two years i thought this would be gone.
obviously not!!
ugh i cant stand this right now.
i cut, just one cut and it makes me feel so horrible.
i told my boyfriend today,
and he was supportive of me trying to stop.
he wants to make everything okay, and i wish i could tell him how
but i cant because i dont even know. it hurts me to know im hurting him.
i want him to know i am happier then i have ever been
but this just makes it look like im a sad depressed person.
ugh, it wasnt even because i was upset or cause i like seeing the blood.
i just got up and did it.
this can come back, it just cant!
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Re: why is this happening? - August 3rd 2009, 12:58 AM

only you have control over this, and it night not seem like it but you do. you said that you did without it for 2 years. This was a slip up, but you know that you can deal without doing it.


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Re: why is this happening? - August 3rd 2009, 01:03 AM

but i can tell this is coming back.
i just have that feeling.
im afraid this time it wont be stopped so easily.
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Re: why is this happening? - August 3rd 2009, 01:45 AM

Maybe it is something you have to go through right now even if it IS destructive to yourself, before you can gather the strength to stop and see the alternative.
   
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Re: why is this happening? - August 3rd 2009, 02:29 AM

You have to take control of it, if you dont want it to come back your strong enough to fight of the urges.


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Re: why is this happening? - August 3rd 2009, 07:59 PM

thanks guys, i just got to keep the good old fight up.
thnaks for the support.
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