Triggering (Suicide): Feels like I am going to hurt myself if I don't..

[FlowerKiss]

My mom and dad pretty much prevent me from seeing my girlfriend, she is the one that saved me from so many things like that ex I had who emotional abused me in past. Now that came out to them the morons say things pretty blunt 'she is a bad example.' blah blah blah. It feels like if I stay here any long I would really do something bad to myself, and it feels like they are planning not to return me to school.

[c1624]

what do you exactly mean about 'came out'?
Parents always want 'the best for their kids' But when they try that, half the time they end up treating kids like they're a piece of property rather than an actual person. I can see you're in a very difficult suitation.

But don't hurt yourself, I doubt your girlfriend would want you doing that. I've cut myself before, and it only seems like it'd make things better. But in the end it makes things worse. A lot worse.

It doesn't only hurt you, but the ones around you. You can still call her and talk to her. And if I was you, I'd talk to your girlfriend about these feelings. If she's saved you before, then maybe she can save you again.
When you're telling her, make sure you keep calm, and try not to make it sound like it's her fault you're hurting yourself (if you, in the end, do)

I hope I helped,
-Caylee

[BeautyWithin]

Hi there, I am so sorry to hear this happened to you. Parents sometimes think oh they know whats best for us but in the end they don't. Don't hurt yourself though, as the person above said your girlfriend wouldn't want that. Is there anyone you could go stay with for a bit and just get away? If you're feeling like that at home maybe go stay with a friend or another family member for a bit. But remember cutting or SHing at all is not an answer it only is a temporary solution. I hope this helps feel free to PM or VM me if you need to talk

[FlowerKiss]

Originally Posted by c1624

what do you exactly mean about 'came out'?
Parents always want 'the best for their kids' But when they try that, half the time they end up treating kids like they're a piece of property rather than an actual person. I can see you're in a very difficult suitation.

But don't hurt yourself, I doubt your girlfriend would want you doing that. I've cut myself before, and it only seems like it'd make things better. But in the end it makes things worse. A lot worse.

It doesn't only hurt you, but the ones around you. You can still call her and talk to her. And if I was you, I'd talk to your girlfriend about these feelings. If she's saved you before, then maybe she can save you again.
When you're telling her, make sure you keep calm, and try not to make it sound like it's her fault you're hurting yourself (if you, in the end, do)

I hope I helped,
-Caylee

Came out-telling my parents I am gay and I am with that person I love.

No I thought she would hate hearing me about wanting to hurting myself when I was already crying about the whole thing of coming out to my parents and will not let me see her.

[FlowerKiss]

Originally Posted by BeautyWithin

Hi there, I am so sorry to hear this happened to you. Parents sometimes think oh they know whats best for us but in the end they don't. Don't hurt yourself though, as the person above said your girlfriend wouldn't want that. Is there anyone you could go stay with for a bit and just get away? If you're feeling like that at home maybe go stay with a friend or another family member for a bit. But remember cutting or SHing at all is not an answer it only is a temporary solution. I hope this helps feel free to PM or VM me if you need to talk

No I have to stay here she is my only friend pretty much and all my family feels the same.