Non-PG13 (Strong Language): F you

[pick1]

Im just fucking done. Im a pathetic girl who's lonely out of her fucking mind and cutting is fucking awesome. I dont give shit anymore. I dont care if people see the words carved into my arms i dont give a fuck what they say or what they try to do about me. I dont give a shit about what my teachers say and i dont give a fuck if my friends hate me. I dont give a fucking shit!!!

[beside-you]

Erin, a ton of people have been where you have. But honestly, if you stop caring about what people think about you yeah, you might be a little bit more free. Maybe you get to do things you would have stopped yourself from doing otherwise, but you aren't going to be able to blend in socially. You'll have people calling you an attention seeker, you'll have to deal with psychologists or social workers. People get involved. If you don't want that, maybe you should try to hide it for a little while.
Why don't you try fading your scars with moisturizer and exfoliating so that they're less obvious when you do wear things that show them off?

And, by the way, you aren't pathetic.