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November 27th 2010, 11:54 AM
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Ooook so I have had a pretty tough week....I had a German speaking and mocks next week so stress levels have been high...
I haven't come out to my parents yet about being a lesbian as my dad is homophobic. On Thursday night I was feeling exstremly low and doubting wether being lesbian was "right" ( I know I haven't choosen to be gay and am fine with it now I just had a wobbly moment.) These doubts, stress and depressed feelings made me relapse. I self harmed...quite badly for th first time in over a month. I scared myself and am still scared... I have had thorghts about burning myself and did burn myself on friday morning. I opened up to one friend. Others accidently saw it and a teacher saw it so now she will of probabaly reported it so school will stick there noises in... yey...not... I thought I had recovered....I thorght maybe I would slip up...I didn't think I would end up cutting worse than I did before and burning myself....Im soo scared. Anyway just wanted to get it off my chest.... "Casting all your anxiety upon Him, because He cares for you." 1 Peter 5:7
"For God gave us a spirit not of fear but of power and love and self-control." 2 Timothy 1:7 "Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect." Romans 12:2 PM/VM me anytime LIZ  |
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November 27th 2010, 12:34 PM
Hey,
I am sorry you've had such a stressful week. It does sound really intense, and it does look like you only used it as a last resort, and also good on you for lasting so long. You said you did it a bit bad? I guess that is understandable given the stress and the time since you've last done it, I you could have sort of forgotten your limits in a sense. Anyway, just make sure it's all looked after and everything? hope things start to get less stressful for you soon Whats the point of having a rapier wit if I can't stab people with it?
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