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i'm 13 and i enjoy watching myself bleed.. - January 3rd 2011, 05:07 PM

okay, so i'm really young and in year 8 but have been cutting for 4 years now, i just can't stop, blood, it fascinates me and when i see myself bleed i just watch it, watch it bleed more and more, i usually just use razors as a discreet way of hiding it on my legs, but i've had enough! it's wrong that someone of my age should be doing this i agree... but i refuse to see therapists etc because if my parents find out they would be broken... how do i get over this? it started by a broken heart...
please someone help me, i don't trust myself near sharp objects... i openly do it infront of friends, show them what i do to myself, but now i get bullied...

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Re: i'm 13 and i enjoy watching myself bleed.. - January 3rd 2011, 05:26 PM

First of if you ever need anything please feel free to PM me.

Ok i went through a stage of cutting after a broken heart to. I know it hurts but i promise it will get better, try and keep your hands active and indeed your mind active and resist the temptation to cut yourself. I dont wana see you end up really hurt via on wrong move. It will get better just give your will power a REAL try, it it will get better i promise again feel free to PM if you need any help or someone to talk to.

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Re: i'm 13 and i enjoy watching myself bleed.. - January 3rd 2011, 06:12 PM

thankyou so much... i called him after i wrote that and he explained why... i think things might be looking up already, thankyou again 'xxx
   
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Re: i'm 13 and i enjoy watching myself bleed.. - January 3rd 2011, 06:17 PM

i think mostly my problem is lonliness...
im accepting any type of friendship, i just need people to talk to


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Re: i'm 13 and i enjoy watching myself bleed.. - January 3rd 2011, 06:22 PM

im like that too lol. i dnt know why we do it but i think its just our defence walls up and running. so as to not let anyone else in and get hurt again.
in time you will be able to talk more and be more open. especially with people close to you.. take care..x
   
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Re: i'm 13 and i enjoy watching myself bleed.. - January 3rd 2011, 06:46 PM

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i think mostly my problem is lonliness...
im accepting any type of friendship, i just need people to talk to

I'm always here if you ever want to talk about anything Glad to here things are looking up, i totally underatand how yo feel about lonleyness, i'm amost dead inside i cant take this feeling of lonleyness. Just try ang get out there meet new people. Join a few socail groups maybe?

I'm glad your feeling better! Please PM me if yo want to talk about anything xxx

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Re: i'm 13 and i enjoy watching myself bleed.. - January 3rd 2011, 07:44 PM

I dont think you should be ashamed that your doing this at age 13. it's something that can happen to anyone who's having difficulty coping. Not saying that you should continue, because you need to stop. Doing it in front of your friends is never a good idea, because that whats keeping you doing it, because your just getting a positive out of cutting. Stop doing it in front of your friends. Stop showing your friends your cuts/scars.


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Re: i'm 13 and i enjoy watching myself bleed.. - January 3rd 2011, 11:13 PM

I am so sorry this is happening to you=( But cutting is a very bad way to go. No matter what happened, you don't deserve to be hurt or hurting by anyone or yourself. Whenever you feel the urge to cut, do something else. You could write, you could yell, you could beat up a pillow, throw a toy at the wall. Just PLEASE, don't hurt yourself. It is NOT good. i do think maybe seeing a therapist or school counceler would be a good idea but it is your choice. Just remember that they are trained professionals and are there to help you. I am also here if you ever need someone to talk to.


   
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Re: i'm 13 and i enjoy watching myself bleed.. - January 4th 2011, 04:18 PM

Feeling lost in such a big world,
Me against the world
A lonely girl against this world
No love? No life
Walking on glass
Stolen my soul


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