hi, so i was bored earlier and made a "noose" out of some plastic string stuff and tied it to a bus stop, i put my hand in it and jumped off. the string cut my wrist and my hand went blue, numb and cold... i dont know why but i love the feeling of it.... i keep tieing it around my arms and making it cut me too.... i dont know what to do...
can anyone help?
if i get rid of it i will only be getting more when i have P.E at school
Last edited by BethGoesRawr; June 7th 2011 at 07:03 PM.
Do you really want help? Because if you just get more things to do it with, and know you will, then I can't think that you don't want to do it. The most we can suggest is distraction methods, seeing a professional, and getting rid of whatever you use.
You have to truly not want to do this again in order to not do it again.
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