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I'm so broken... I can't... - June 26th 2011, 11:20 AM

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I'm broken... I'm done...! </3


I need something... I need to purge or cut or SOMETHING! I need drugs... Sleepy drugs or any drugs that will make me numb... I just can't do this... I thought he loved me... I thought he did I love him soooooo much and then he just fucking says it wasn't his fault! It was! But now it's my fault and *I* broke *HIM*.


I know I make no sense I know this is completely incomprehensible but I'm so fucked up right now I can barely see the computer screen and I'm about done... I have an eating disorder. I'll admit it now. But I'm just getting started. I swear to god I will be fucking SKINNY by the week's end if it kills me and I've cut once and I don't know if I can keep from doing it again. I just picked up the knife and just... so close... :crying: I swear I'm clinging to this handle like it's a lifeline which it IS!</3

I'm going over the edge please help me... just talk to me someone please... </3

I'm done I'm done I'm done I'm done I'm done...


When You're At The End Of Your Rope...
Tie A Knot... and Hold On... <3
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I think I kinda, sorta, maybe... mighttt just love him after all...
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Settle precious, I know what you're going through,
Minutes before you got here, I was going to jump too...

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Re: I'm so broken... I can't... - June 26th 2011, 11:39 AM

Talk to me...I'm here to listen.
   
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Re: I'm so broken... I can't... - June 26th 2011, 05:53 PM

It can be hard to stay away from SH once you've started, but if you need someone to talk to please feel free to PM me and I'll be happy to talk to you.<3
   
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Re: I'm so broken... I can't... - June 26th 2011, 06:12 PM

pm me if you want x


It serves a lot of functions in my life. I use it as a way to punish myself, I use it as a way to medicate myself, I use it for the tension release when things get too strong or too built up. –ditto

Faking a smile like always

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Re: I'm so broken... I can't... - June 26th 2011, 06:13 PM

Hey, I'm sorry you're going through such a rough time. Talk to us about what happened hun. No man is worth hurting yourself over.
   
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Re: I'm so broken... I can't... - June 26th 2011, 07:21 PM

it's not him... it's me... i HATE myself...


When You're At The End Of Your Rope...
Tie A Knot... and Hold On... <3
- . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . -
I think I kinda, sorta, maybe... mighttt just love him after all...
- . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . - . -
Settle precious, I know what you're going through,
Minutes before you got here, I was going to jump too...
   
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Re: I'm so broken... I can't... - June 27th 2011, 05:20 PM

Aww why do you hate yourself? I don't know you but I'm sure you're a lovely person
Well done on posting about this, it must have been hard when you're going through such a rough time but it's the first step in getting better. You CAN do this, just keep talking to us all.
   
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