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so much effort. - October 10th 2011, 11:44 AM

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i've been doing so well.. i'm almost at 2 years SH free.. almost! but tonight, for the first time in a long time. i am triggered. and i triggered myself almost on purpose in a way.

i was looking a pictures on tumblr, and peoples posts about SH.

i miss it so bad.. i have gone almost 2 years without a problem.
and i don't know why i stopped anymore. the only thing holding me back is that i have come this far. i know i should just get off of here and sleep, but this is a big urge (i assumed since i haven't put any thought into it in so long)




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Re: so much effort. - October 10th 2011, 03:01 PM

Almost two years self-harm free is amazing! I hope you realize that and continue going strong. Sometimes you will get triggered and get urges, as I'm sure you know. But it's about distracting yourself and ignoring those feelings that make you less likely to harm yourself again. Take care of yourself. <3
   
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Re: so much effort. - October 10th 2011, 03:37 PM

Just keep strong, you got it.



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Re: so much effort. - October 10th 2011, 10:49 PM

i'm happy to report that all is well and i don't have to update my ticker in my signature.. it was so close though. i woke up this morning thankful i didn't. i would have felt miserable...

its like getting an urge is similar to being drunk, you are there but you can't really control whats happening, does anyone else feel that way too?




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Re: so much effort. - October 12th 2011, 03:08 AM

Yeah, I kinda know what you mean.
So glad you pulled through. You're so strong. C: ♥




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