its all over

[theskyunderthesea]

i stopped cutting myself for 3 months, i cut today ive just stopped doing it, im going to kill myself tonight no one loves me or needs me, whats the point, im going to cut myself so deep that all the blood just disapears from me, i dont care, everyone says things get better they lied, im probably going to cut myself again maybe burn myself like last time too, what is even the point, wish someone would help me

[Seebeyondthesurface]

Honestly I have felt what you feel right now. I don't know what your going through but I know that you can get through it. I am here if you want to talk or anything!

[xxprincessxx]

Hey,

What makes you feel like this? I realize it may not seem like it at the moment but things do get better! It just takes time. Please, don't kill yourself!! I'm sure people do care about you, even though it feels like they don't at the moment! I know how hard it can be but maybe you should get help? Have you talked to a therapist or anything about how you feel? They can be very helpful! If you feel like you're going to kill yourself, maybe you should call a suicide hotline or go check yourself in with the local hospital, these people will help you get through this and then provide ways to help yourself in the future.

[Iris. ♥]

Please don't kill yourself. You slipped up, but is that truly worth ending your life over? I can't make that choice for you, but I want you to know that EVERYONE makes mistakes. Don't let this one be the end of everything for you. You made it to 3 months, which is amazing. Please just try to find a reason to get back up and try again, instead of ending it all.

[minniemouseprincess]

PLEASE, don't do this okay? Please dont. The people that told you things would get better aren't lying. It takes a while sometimes for things to get better. Its not an overnight thing. Its taken some people years and years to recover from SH and stuff. You can't expect amazing results right away. You also need to let yourself get better and want it. If you don't and don't make a change, nothings gonna get better. But I know you don't want to die. I know you do want to get better. You wanna know how? For the same reason everyone else have made posts like this. Deep down, they still believe they can get help and be okay again. If they didn't, they would have never posted. So you just posting this shows you don't want this and want better for yourself. And that in itself is great. But you gotta make the moves to get better. Thats not something we can do for you. You need to tell someone you feel like this and get help. Tell any adult, does not have to be your parents. Call a suicide or SH hotline (1-800-784-2433 or 1-800-273-8255 or 1-800-366-8288). Do anything but hurt yourself. You are needed here. You are needed by your family and friends who love you immensely. Maybe there's someone who WILL need you someday. What will happen to them if you aren't there? More than 1 life changes when someone dies. Please don't do it.

[simon thompson]

Take A Moment

Take a moment whenever you remember just to stop. Be still and silent. Sense the quietness of that moment and visualise yourself stepping into an ocean of calm. Submerge your whole being in the quiet waters. As the waves of that calm ebb and flow, begin to unburden yourself. Slip into that place of no thinking and become completely still. Now, in that stillness, become aware of your 'original' self. This is the real, true you. Let it appear quietly but brilliantly. After some moments, emerge from the still waters and try to retain an awareness of the true you as you go back to your everyday affairs.

[theskyunderthesea]

thank you for all the replys, things are hard and are getting harder, i don't think i can bare society for much longer, i feel so numb like nothing is real.

Thanks again too all of you

[Unfortunate]

Please don't kill yourself. I know all of this is hard, i've felt like this. And im getting better. You can get better too. Im really sorry things are so hard for you. Maybe try making a list of things to live for, even the littlest things that make you smile. Or try one of the hotlines Julia gave you. They can talk with you and help you. Best of luck. Im here if you ever need to talk. <3

[minniemouseprincess]

Dionna gave you some great ideas. Things WILL get better hun, it just can take a WHOLE lot of time. Part of it is also allowing things to get better.