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HEEELP!!!!!!! - December 13th 2009, 11:55 PM

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omfg HELP!!!! plz. im a fucking MONSTER!!!!!!! noooooo.nonono. ugh. i fucking did it again. i just fucking RAPED my 1yr old nephew. help plz plz plz!!!! i cant stand this. my brothers gonna find me dead tonight. im grabbin the camera to give em my last words and explain everything. how i cant live with the guilt. with the monster. (Edited by bringontherain: Reason - goodbye notes are not permitted as stated in TOS)


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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! on my last night - December 14th 2009, 12:33 AM

Hey Devin. It's really important that you seek help. Hurting yourself won't change anything, despite how heavy the guilt might be. We can't always be good, but we do have to take responsibility for what we've done. Please don't make any more mistakes. If you check yourself into psychiatric help, you can get the help you need.


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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! on my last night - December 14th 2009, 12:55 AM

and im babysitting right now


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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! on my last night - December 14th 2009, 01:17 AM

You can't beat yourself up over this so much. Yes, it's wrong. But it's NOT worth dying over! Nothing is! Not even Hitler deserved to commit suicide, he deserved to be caught by the military.

I really do agree that you need to seek out help. I think you have a problem that needs to be adressed by a professional. They can help you sort through the feelings of guilt right now, and help prevent things like this from happening in the future.

I realize why you feel guilty, but this does NOT have to run your life. Don't kill yourself over a mistake. THAT is the mistake, killing yourself.



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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! on my last night - December 14th 2009, 02:08 AM

Killing yourself will create a lot more trouble for everyone else around you, and those who care about you. It only solves things for yourself, with little regard for anyone else in your else. The best thing you can do is confess, write a confession, sign it, and hand it in to the police. Facing consequences will change you and you will be able to get help, not facing them and exiting this world will do nothing, your family will suffer the grief over Christmas, do you really want that? Do you not think they deserve better than that? It's better to show how remorseful you are by facing a fear of the consequences than to run from them.


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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! on my last night - December 14th 2009, 02:56 AM

its not them im running from. im becoming like my grandpa. abusive but yet i love my family. and my heads gettin worse theyl probably hop up my meds. and they made my g-pa ttly unable to do anything for himself by 25. and theres already times when the meds make me fade. and im a zombie and cant even sit up. theyr fryin my brain as it is. an then i go and abuse the shit. fuck. y cant they just keep me on zoloft and propanol and like 5 mg serequel w/e i need a stp. id rather my illness be worse thanmea shel


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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! on my last night - December 14th 2009, 05:35 AM

Ok, it's not them you are running from, but you claimed you have committed a crime that some would see as unforgivable. Unless you are willing to be held accountable for your actions you are running away from that.

Stp?

If you're abusing your medication I suggest you see your doctor and tell them what you have been doing with the meds. I also recommend you talk to a psychiatrist to help, as previously mentioned. Particularly as you are a danger to others, as well as yourself, when you are abusing medication.

Also, what do you mean "I did it again"? You've done it before? 0.o


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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! - December 14th 2009, 07:15 AM

Dude...you need to get yourself help. The best way to bring justice to your nephew is to get help. Why did you do this? What triggered this?
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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! - December 14th 2009, 03:41 PM

idk why. somethins wrong withme, my heads not right. my meds dont work anymore. i feel like shit.i cant stand this


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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! - December 14th 2009, 03:45 PM

Hey there,

I think that the best thing for you to do at this point is to own up to what you have done, and get help. This isn't about you anymore; it's about the safety of those around you. If you truly regret this, you will admit to it and own up to the consequences. This is the only way that you can get help for this.

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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! on my last night - December 14th 2009, 03:45 PM

and, babyeater, ive raped him twice. once at 6 mnths aand again last night


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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! - December 14th 2009, 05:59 PM

pls hand urself in and take the consiquences or u will never move on and u will just keep doing it and thats not right u know that
   
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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! - December 14th 2009, 07:34 PM

yeah i agree with crying angel hand yourself in it is very wrong and hurtful what you are doing,think of your nephew what will he think of you.sorry for seeming harsh but its needed.


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Re: HEEELP!!!!!!! - December 20th 2009, 11:11 PM

you need to learn some self control.[Edited by bringontherain: Reason - rude and unhelpful].yes hand yourself in,i have no sympathy for you.

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