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Lost & Confused and Everything In Between - October 20th 2010, 11:57 AM

Sometimes I just forget myself. I smile and laugh. Its fake. You say I am innocent. I am not. Yousay I am to to nice, I laugh because its the exact opposite. My life is a disaster. I lost and I don't know what to do. I don't see the point in things any more. Yeah I was a victim of some twisred guy who I thought could be my step father. Yeah I was his toy when mom didn't satisfy him. I was a mere puppet. I was and is broken. I am tainted. I let this demon inside of me grow. I find comfort in misery and all the dark twisted things. I hate the light. It shows who I really am. I just want to surrender and fall within the darkness and sleep.
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Re: Lost & Confused and Everything In Between - October 21st 2010, 12:02 AM

Hey there,

It sounds like you are really going through a hard time right now. I hope you know what happened was not your fault. The man that hurt you is the only one to blame. And just because something bad happened to you does not make you bad or tainted, okay? You did nothing wrong.

Can you reach out and talk to someone? Tell your mom or a teacher at school or another adult you trust? You really deserve support through all of this. You don't have to keep it all inside.

I hope you're doing okay right now. Keep yourself safe and you can always PM me if you want to talk.
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but just being right where you are, who you are"

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Re: Lost & Confused and Everything In Between - October 21st 2010, 12:04 AM

well it does sound like your going thou alot but u got to hang in there and hold on to hope life isnt going to be easy but u just have totry

Life is too

Short to spend

It at war with


Iím catching stars in the sky because I am fixing the soul within me. May it be from the heart a girl broke years ago or my soul simply repairing itself as it was shattered on my walk on this earth. May the stardust fill those cracks within my soul making me brand new, but never forgetting who I once was.

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