Non-PG13: Raped and dying was it my fault?!

[Scarlet Andrews]

I'm posting this as I'm looking for help I just made a huge mistake I am 13 and I just let my 14 year old boyfriend sleep with me, it was a camping trip it was cold so we shared a large airbed with covers quits and stuff, I had my clothes on and so did he, I thought he respected me, I was wrong. The next morning I woke up outside completely naked laying in a field covered in rain, I had very intense pains in my 'southern' area, I checked and realised, a substance was leaking out, I screamed, ran inside our tent and saw my boyfriend masturbating, he told me ' shame you were asleep whore, that was good.' I did not know what to think, I realised I had been raped unknowingly.
I ran away, it was dark so I asumed it must have been about 4 pm maybe I ran home, my mom was horrified I told her what happened and she immediatly called the police. I'm writing this from my moms laptop in the hostpital, I have been diagnosed with a serious condition of genital herpes, my boyfriend was put into a juvenile detention center, but he will get out and when he will I'm scared he will hurt me. I don't know what to think or who to talk to, all I know is that I could be dead by the end of today. But I post this to tell of the cruel world we live on, many people do not deserve to live, they should be hunted and punished for all the pain they have caused. Thank you for Reading this message

[Aletheia*]

Hello Scarlett,
I am so sorry that you had to endure such a situation at such a young age. You did the right thing by contacting authorities and getting your so called 'boyfriend' put away.
But, you aren't going to die, sweetie. Genital herpes might not be curable, but they have drugs out there that help keep the genital herpes away as long as you take those drugs regularly. If you are afraid that you might be dying, ask your doctor about genital herpes, and what you can do about it to help.
I wish you the best of luck
-Shannon

[lilmissdontwannabehere]

Hey, How are you doing? It can be tuff, I know. It's good what you did to put your ex away and even better that you got checked out so early. If your scared about herpies than you should talk to your doctor about it. Find out as much info as possible. That way you will know what your dealing with. If your uncomfortable talking to your doctor about it you should try to talk to your mom. Mom's often are some of the best people to talk to about that stuff. If you are scared your ex will hurt you than you should talk to her. You can even take legal action if you feel the need. You will be surprised how much the court will listien to you. You could also call any hotlines available to you just to talk or a counselor. If you ever want to talk im available. It might take me a lil bit to reply to a message though. xoxo -Lexie

[Sythan]

How did he get you naked and outside without you waking up?

Also, so long as you get treatment for Herpes, you aren't going to die.

[waiting.in.the.wings]

Honey, I'm so sorry about what you're going through.

I looked it up, and as long as you're not a newborn, you won't die from it.
It's totally treatable, even though it's not totally curable.
There are antibiotics to treat you!

Some day you will find a boy who likes you for who you are, and won't use you like that horrible excuse for a human being did.
If you have concerns regarding him comming to get you, you should talk to the police and/or your parents.
Your worries are completley understandable!!

I'm praying for you, and God bless!

[bipolar]

my only words: WHAT A JACKASS! i hate guys like that. im so sorry this had to happen to you.

[Unicorn ♥✿]

I'm sorry I don't understand. You say you LET him, but you are still saying it was rape?

I really don't understand, because the story just doesn't add up, someone tell me what i'm missing.


also, you say you woke in the morning, then it is 4pm?

I'm sorry, but It DOES NOT add up, and you can call me harsh for saying that, but it is what I think.


x

[Beetlejuice]

How did he get you naked and outside without you waking up?

I'm sorry I don't understand. You say you LET him, but you are still saying it was rape?

I really don't understand, because the story just doesn't add up, someone tell me what i'm missing.


also, you say you woke in the morning, then it is 4pm?

I'm sorry, but It DOES NOT add up, and you can call me harsh for saying that, but it is what I think.

Both of these

I don't understand how you can wake up with pains down there having been raped and not have woken up during it, if it hurt enough to cause you pain surely it would have woken you up? I'm sorry if it did happen to you and I apologise profusely but the story makes so little sense I just...what?

[Unicorn ♥✿]

^ Exactly, but I feel like we can't see the flaws in this story without now getting had a go at. When in my opinion it is , well just not right.
But if it DID happen, then I am very very sorry.

[Agoraphobia♥]

I have to agree with Salt and Megan, reading through this, there are just so many flaws, but if this did happen I apologize so much, it just doesn't add up to me though, maybe you could clarify so there aren't more people pointing out the flaws, if you clarified then no one could possibly think that this is a troll. Also why isn't this in rape and abuse? Even if it's a user accident a mod really should've moved it by now.

[EDIT]: Just ignore the it should be moved part seeing as it was directly after I posted...

[BluEiis]

I'm sorry, but there is absolutely no way this could have happened the way you said it did.

I was raped right about your age. Trust me, the whole time it was going on, I knew about it. I didn't wake up and "realize I had been raped unknowingly"..........that doesn't happen unless you were drugged.

I feel like you're making this up. For what, I have no idea. Attention or coddling, who knows. It just isn't realistic.

[Kitty.]

Due to the nature of the posts in this thread getting out of hand and users attacking the OP, I am going to close this thread. PM me if you disagree.