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am i alone? - December 27th 2010, 02:26 AM

i know that alot of us have an array of mental health problems,
i know that i do too.

there really isn't anywhere i could have posted this except in here;
sure, i have a depressive disorder, i self harm.
but i also hear voices, have delusions, and see things.

i've been taking a higher dose of Seroquel (antipsychotic) at night, and whenever I take it, my hallucinations multiply in intensity.

my hallucinations usually consist of people in my ceiling and in my private rooms in the house, eg bathroom, toilet. they just mock me, and order me to do things. i once got suspended from school because they ordered i took a knife. the psychiatrist i saw the other day from the city said that i have strong symptoms of schizophrenia, however the reason for my self harm in unexplainable.

on christmas eve, my dog had a puppy and my mum was cooing over it, and i was in my room. i felt like i could see into her head, and she was singing so loud. and then my dad came into my room and asked me if i wanted to go to the boxing day sales ... but my dad doesn't live at home.

last night i took the medication again and i was on the computer and i heard and felt people around me, i freaked out and went to the bathroom to get ready for bed.

i felt someone pull at my ear and a deep laugh carried into my mind.
then i turned around and saw a man wearing a red and green shirt run but it was all blurry. so i ran out he jumped out of a shadow and i screamed really loud, it was like i could feel him still.

i called triage, and they told me to make a cup of tea.

i've already been on most antipsychotics and recently they have suggested a stronger medication called Clozapine.

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Re: am i alone? - December 28th 2010, 08:38 AM

guess i am alone.

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