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I don't know what they'll do to me. - February 19th 2011, 06:19 AM

I'm scared.
I want to talk about them, but then they'll get angry.
I don't know what they are, but they shove me inside and take control of my body.
One of them, she likes to hurt me.
She's trying so hard to kill me and make me look like I killed myself.
She writes all the notes and cuts me.
And there are others.
One of them the other day was trying to kill my friends and make me seem like a sick murderer.
And I couldn't let my friend tell me the details of what happened 'cause then he'd get contentment out of it and...god know's what he'd do.
I can't seem to stop it from happening.
I mean, they laugh at my convulsions, and they scoff at my words of determination that I will overpower them.
I don't know what to do.
If they find the scars, they won't believe me when I say it's not me doing it.


THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
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Re: I don't know what they'll do to me. - February 21st 2011, 01:58 PM

Sounds like you have a multiple personality disorder.
Please please please see a doctor or gp. You have your friends and your own safety at risk by doing nothing about it.
Please, try your best to understand what's going on and tell a doctor.

Good luck I hope it goes well x


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Re: I don't know what they'll do to me. - February 24th 2011, 06:02 AM

I was thinking of maybe doing that but...it's my parent's that won't let me.
I mean, I know they legitimately care for me, but they aren't willing to take care of my psychological problems.
It's like their rule. If you can't see it, it's nothing.


THE POINT OF SINGULARITY IS NOTHING AS NOTHING BEGAN EVERYTHING
PULSING IN THE EXPAND CONSUME WITHOUT BARRIER OR BORDER
IT IS DARK BECAUSE IT IS THE DARKNESS IT IS OVER BECAUSE IT IS THE END
THERE IS NO SENTRY BECAUSE NONE DARE APPROACH
IT HAS NEVER BEEN AND IT IS ALL THAT EVER WAS
AT THE CENTER YOU DO NOT FIND THE ANSWER
YOU DO NOT FIND YOURSELF THERE IS NO CENTER AND THERE IS NO YOU THERE IS ONLY MADNESS
WE ARE ALL HERE NOW.
WE ARE ALL HERE.
WE ARE.

   
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Re: I don't know what they'll do to me. - February 25th 2011, 01:48 AM

I think its something. Just keep asking, dont give up!


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Re: I don't know what they'll do to me. - February 25th 2011, 04:37 PM

Maybe you could talk to a counceller in school or a teacher .. they could help you too !

Stay Strong xx


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