Feeling really down lately :(

[OctobersRose]

Ever since the beginning of the year I've managed to lose my best friend that I was close with for about 3 years (She hasn't died but she's just not talking to me anymore because of a certain person), two of my band members and I feel like I'm losing another friend because she's in love with me and it won't work because I'm already with someone so we are probably going to slowly drift away, I'm homeschooled so I don't really talk to classmates much which I don't feel helps.. This all gets me down, I just feel really lonely and I've been crying too much lately.. I've been getting bad grades too since I am down so yeah...My life is just getting worse and I don't even feel motivated enough to do something about it even though before this I used to be someone of dreams and ambitions and um yeah..I'd love to be that person again ..Has this happened to anyone before? What can I do to feel better? Thanks for reading me and for answering if you do <3

[Xx.Shes.Unbroken.xX]

I'm homeschooled, too. I find it much easier to get good grades though since there are less distractions from "peers".

Try a sport, or club? Or, go to a social place like a skating rink or a bowling alley just to make new friends? Facebook can help alot, too. Homeschooling is hard. I had barely any friends at all at the end of the year last year, now I have like 1 and my boyfriend which lives in New York. And, I'm not a social person so I don't do sports. But, TeenHelp, Facebook, and texting my boyfriend and friend really occupy my time and make things a little easier.

Sorry, if I couldn't help much. Still kinda trying to figure this out myself, too. lol Hope all goes well and you feel better. Ever need to talk, just message me. I'd be more than happy.

[OctobersRose]

Originally Posted by Xx.Shes.Unbroken.xX

I'm homeschooled, too. I find it much easier to get good grades though since there are less distractions from "peers".

Try a sport, or club? Or, go to a social place like a skating rink or a bowling alley just to make new friends? Facebook can help alot, too. Homeschooling is hard. I had barely any friends at all at the end of the year last year, now I have like 1 and my boyfriend which lives in New York. And, I'm not a social person so I don't do sports. But, TeenHelp, Facebook, and texting my boyfriend and friend really occupy my time and make things a little easier.

Sorry, if I couldn't help much. Still kinda trying to figure this out myself, too. lol Hope all goes well and you feel better. Ever need to talk, just message me. I'd be more than happy.

I find it's easier too but lately I'm just being so distracted that basically when I try to work I think about something else so I do stuff but I don't really record it in my mind properly which means I get troubles with tests u_u'

I like the idea of trying a sports club I might consider it x)
Thankyou for answering and good luck to you for figuring out things as well !

Oh just wanted to add, that special day you've marked as the day you got a second chance is my birthday that's so cool ! x)

[Xx.Shes.Unbroken.xX]

Originally Posted by OctobersRose

I find it's easier too but lately I'm just being so distracted that basically when I try to work I think about something else so I do stuff but I don't really record it in my mind properly which means I get troubles with tests u_u'

I like the idea of trying a sports club I might consider it x)
Thankyou for answering and good luck to you for figuring out things as well !

Oh just wanted to add, that special day you've marked as the day you got a second chance is my birthday that's so cool ! x)

Oh my gosh! Lol I thought I was the only one thats been like that. :/ lol

Welcome, anytime.

And, yeah. Kinda a scary day, that day. :/ Lol but, happy belated birthday.

[OctobersRose]

Originally Posted by Xx.Shes.Unbroken.xX

Oh my gosh! Lol I thought I was the only one thats been like that. :/ lol

Welcome, anytime.

And, yeah. Kinda a scary day, that day. :/ Lol but, happy belated birthday.

Haha well you're not alone
Yeah even if it was my birthday was pretty intense for me too , like so much shit happened that day x_x

[Xx.Shes.Unbroken.xX]

Originally Posted by OctobersRose

Haha well you're not alone
Yeah even if it was my birthday was pretty intense for me too , like so much shit happened that day x_x

Ahw.. I'm sowwie.

[OctobersRose]

Originally Posted by Xx.Shes.Unbroken.xX

Ahw.. I'm sowwie.

It's kay x)

[xxpaigiexx]

Hey there,

Everyone has times when they feel depressed, the most important thing is over-coming it. I can understand why you would feel lonely, especially with being home schooled.
I would give speaking to your friend a go, if she is a real friend then you will be able go work things out. Friends always fall out, the real friends will want to work things out with you no matter what, regardless of whether that means one of your or both of you shallowing your pride and resolving things.

As for your bandmates, maybe call a meeting and suggest practising more often as you don't think you're working as a team as much as you could be.

Best of luck,
Paige

[OctobersRose]

Originally Posted by xxpaigiexx

Hey there,

Everyone has times when they feel depressed, the most important thing is over-coming it. I can understand why you would feel lonely, especially with being home schooled.
I would give speaking to your friend a go, if she is a real friend then you will be able go work things out. Friends always fall out, the real friends will want to work things out with you no matter what, regardless of whether that means one of your or both of you shallowing your pride and resolving things.

As for your bandmates, maybe call a meeting and suggest practising more often as you don't think you're working as a team as much as you could be.

Best of luck,
Paige

Thanks for that ! =)
We talked it through and we are slowly trying to come into contact again so it's cool, regarding the band mates the ones that went away wont come back as it's complicated as to why they left, but I hope to find some new ones soon x)
Thankyou for answering I appreciate it ! =)